Fathi
I’ve been living 17 years of my life. So far so good.
Single
Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Diploma in Mechatronic engineering.
I have great friends around me.
I'm not that good in explaining what i am to you so just let me know ok?
Just ask.
stop..rewind
DATE: Wednesday, December 23, 2009 | TIME: 12/23/2009 02:13:00 AM
Sometimes i get depressed. Come on, it's a human factor. Everyone has their down days. I don't know specifically why but i can target some things that can bring me down. Sometimes you just sit down, look into nothingness and just ponder.
What is life? What is my purpose? Is my future destined the way it is? Does anything matter anymore?
I can go on and on but i won't coz you get the idea. To be honest, i'll call myself a lost individual. I don't know what i'm chasing. I don't know what i want and i pretty sure as hell that i don't know about my future. Wife, kids, income, health and all that crap. It just makes me wonder a lot more. So much so that i get tired of it and just want to kick back, relax and enjoy myself. Sipping milo all day.
I don't know what's been going on lately but it's being a bother to me to not know things. I just wanna be happy. I don't need expensive cars or jewelry or even fancy clothes. Just put me on some place that provides me with necessities, not wants and i'll live. Oh yea, i'm prepared to be a one man show. No strings attached right. It's great.
Hmm...yea. Isolation. That can make you go insane.....or does it? I'd like to know what it's like living all by yourself with no one to talk to. No communication or what-so-ever with anyone. My prediction is that it's gonna be lonely for the first few weeks and then you'll get used to it. Guess its good for those talkative people. Huh...huh..huh.huh......huh. Talking to yourself.
That's so cool talking to yourself. You're not always right but your other self is which is still equivalent to you which still means you're right! Haha! Genius!