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DATE: Sunday, December 27, 2009 | TIME: 12/27/2009 01:10:00 AM
"If sun tanning makes you darker, moon tanning makes you farer" - Charles Lim.
Nice one Charles. Haha!
I almost forgot that blogging doesn't require people to actually read the blog. Actually, that's kinda my perspective. This is an outlet for me to speak my mind, share ideas and stuff so you don't have to understand or like it. Just appreciate that i put effort into this blog. Thank you.
New year, new year. Oh how people have dreaded the days until this date. I'm at a junction of thoughts right now. Some part of me says that "Oh yea, new year! Let's celebrate, watch fireworks!" while the other says "New year...so?". So i'm wondering, which should i listen to. There's this logic that i think sounds about right. If you wanna spend the new year alone, you won't really mind but then from another point of view, it's sad to see someone so lonely. But then, if you were to go out and enjoy, then you'll see so many different people having fun in a different way which really makes you want to be part of it. So here's the problem; There are so many kinds of 'celebration'. You can't possibly be part of everything.
That would take a god-like ability to be everywhere at once. Hey hey, that reminds me of Jumper. Nice movie. I'd like to teleport too. Or...There's Jimmy Madrox. You don't know him? Remember that scene in X3 where that guy duplicates himself? You don't know X3?
Hmm...hmmm.. Commitments are one thing. Greed gets in the way. It really begs the question of whether man can really be satisfied. The rich get richer. Want more money, more expensive cars, more jewels and diamonds and priceless minerals. Even all the nonsense that they don't really need. White elephants. If they're so rich, why not donate to the poor. What's that? They're still rich? They're not doing enough.
BumbleBee FC is running in the wrong direction. I think. It's got the foundation right but the attendance and commitment is seriously slacking. It's pathetic. At least i was there.
Library later on and yea, i read.
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Nice one Charles. Haha!
I almost forgot that blogging doesn't require people to actually read the blog. Actually, that's kinda my perspective. This is an outlet for me to speak my mind, share ideas and stuff so you don't have to understand or like it. Just appreciate that i put effort into this blog. Thank you.
New year, new year. Oh how people have dreaded the days until this date. I'm at a junction of thoughts right now. Some part of me says that "Oh yea, new year! Let's celebrate, watch fireworks!" while the other says "New year...so?". So i'm wondering, which should i listen to. There's this logic that i think sounds about right. If you wanna spend the new year alone, you won't really mind but then from another point of view, it's sad to see someone so lonely. But then, if you were to go out and enjoy, then you'll see so many different people having fun in a different way which really makes you want to be part of it. So here's the problem; There are so many kinds of 'celebration'. You can't possibly be part of everything.
That would take a god-like ability to be everywhere at once. Hey hey, that reminds me of Jumper. Nice movie. I'd like to teleport too. Or...There's Jimmy Madrox. You don't know him? Remember that scene in X3 where that guy duplicates himself? You don't know X3?
Hmm...hmmm.. Commitments are one thing. Greed gets in the way. It really begs the question of whether man can really be satisfied. The rich get richer. Want more money, more expensive cars, more jewels and diamonds and priceless minerals. Even all the nonsense that they don't really need. White elephants. If they're so rich, why not donate to the poor. What's that? They're still rich? They're not doing enough.
BumbleBee FC is running in the wrong direction. I think. It's got the foundation right but the attendance and commitment is seriously slacking. It's pathetic. At least i was there.
Library later on and yea, i read.
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stop..rewind
DATE: Wednesday, December 23, 2009 | TIME: 12/23/2009 02:13:00 AM
Sometimes i get depressed.
Come on, it's a human factor. Everyone has their down days. I don't know specifically why but i can target some things that can bring me down. Sometimes you just sit down, look into nothingness and just ponder.
What is life?
What is my purpose?
Is my future destined the way it is?
Does anything matter anymore?
I can go on and on but i won't coz you get the idea. To be honest, i'll call myself a lost individual. I don't know what i'm chasing. I don't know what i want and i pretty sure as hell that i don't know about my future. Wife, kids, income, health and all that crap. It just makes me wonder a lot more. So much so that i get tired of it and just want to kick back, relax and enjoy myself. Sipping milo all day.
I don't know what's been going on lately but it's being a bother to me to not know things. I just wanna be happy. I don't need expensive cars or jewelry or even fancy clothes. Just put me on some place that provides me with necessities, not wants and i'll live. Oh yea, i'm prepared to be a one man show. No strings attached right. It's great.
Hmm...yea. Isolation. That can make you go insane.....or does it?
I'd like to know what it's like living all by yourself with no one to talk to. No communication or what-so-ever with anyone. My prediction is that it's gonna be lonely for the first few weeks and then you'll get used to it. Guess its good for those talkative people. Huh...huh..huh.huh......huh. Talking to yourself.
That's so cool talking to yourself. You're not always right but your other self is which is still equivalent to you which still means you're right! Haha! Genius!
Come on, it's a human factor. Everyone has their down days. I don't know specifically why but i can target some things that can bring me down. Sometimes you just sit down, look into nothingness and just ponder.
What is life?
What is my purpose?
Is my future destined the way it is?
Does anything matter anymore?
I can go on and on but i won't coz you get the idea. To be honest, i'll call myself a lost individual. I don't know what i'm chasing. I don't know what i want and i pretty sure as hell that i don't know about my future. Wife, kids, income, health and all that crap. It just makes me wonder a lot more. So much so that i get tired of it and just want to kick back, relax and enjoy myself. Sipping milo all day.
I don't know what's been going on lately but it's being a bother to me to not know things. I just wanna be happy. I don't need expensive cars or jewelry or even fancy clothes. Just put me on some place that provides me with necessities, not wants and i'll live. Oh yea, i'm prepared to be a one man show. No strings attached right. It's great.
Hmm...yea. Isolation. That can make you go insane.....or does it?
I'd like to know what it's like living all by yourself with no one to talk to. No communication or what-so-ever with anyone. My prediction is that it's gonna be lonely for the first few weeks and then you'll get used to it. Guess its good for those talkative people. Huh...huh..huh.huh......huh. Talking to yourself.
That's so cool talking to yourself. You're not always right but your other self is which is still equivalent to you which still means you're right! Haha! Genius!
Sore
DATE: Monday, December 21, 2009 | TIME: 12/21/2009 11:15:00 PM
Oh my aching body.
It's been a hell of a weekend despite the common tests ending on Friday. The reason mainly being the Christmas gig at Ngee Ann city. Oh my, playing there was a new experience and i liked it. It's been a while since our last gig but this was truly something coz it was the first busking session by the guppies which was cool. Haha.
Oh yea, the common tests are over and holidays are here. 2 weeks break that is. I'm gonna go look for a job because the school gym is starting to get really sucky and i don't like it. The pay comes in late, limited working hours but it's a nice job though.
Christmas is around the corner so i hope you guys have a great time.
It's been a hell of a weekend despite the common tests ending on Friday. The reason mainly being the Christmas gig at Ngee Ann city. Oh my, playing there was a new experience and i liked it. It's been a while since our last gig but this was truly something coz it was the first busking session by the guppies which was cool. Haha.
Oh yea, the common tests are over and holidays are here. 2 weeks break that is. I'm gonna go look for a job because the school gym is starting to get really sucky and i don't like it. The pay comes in late, limited working hours but it's a nice job though.
Christmas is around the corner so i hope you guys have a great time.
random girl
DATE: Monday, December 14, 2009 | TIME: 12/14/2009 08:01:00 PM
Look there, to the left.
That's her. The random girl. Oh how i've missed her. Well, just someone i thought i'd share with you people.
No KarWei. Not vulgarities. Those are part of English, i think. I'm talking about grammar and spelling stuff. Anyway, back to common tests. Math paper tomorrow
stumble bumble
DATE: Sunday, December 13, 2009 | TIME: 12/13/2009 03:35:00 PM
I'm suddenly tired of living.
So much to accomplish, so many requirements and too much time on my hands. Hmph, i must be rich.
Seoul'd out concert was freaking awesome! Ok, so the line-up was miso music, the drawing show, some break dance crew, Ji Su Lee, Mario, T-max, F.T.Island and lastly, the Brown Eyed Girls. Damn it was awesome. I liked all of them strangely. Some lucky person got a personalized t-shirt from the drawing show while some of the people at the front got great Ga-in posed shot. Haha, but anyway, like the quote from the drawing show. "It's not the end ....but the process of doing something that you learn most from" or something like that which is true by the way.
I met this girl in the crowd. I thought she was Korean the minute she spoke because she really spoke Korean. But then, her English was so fluent that she couldn't possibly have been Korean. Ok, maybe but what were the chances. We ended up standing together during the show and yea, i enjoyed her company. Ezan is gonna be pissed reading this. Sadly, i didn't get her contact not even her name but nonetheless, it was worthwhile talking to her. How do you say it..Flirt was it?
Lastly, i'm tired of the abuse of English in Singapore. Be ashamed people. Be very ashamed.
Ok, back to studying.
So much to accomplish, so many requirements and too much time on my hands. Hmph, i must be rich.
Seoul'd out concert was freaking awesome! Ok, so the line-up was miso music, the drawing show, some break dance crew, Ji Su Lee, Mario, T-max, F.T.Island and lastly, the Brown Eyed Girls. Damn it was awesome. I liked all of them strangely. Some lucky person got a personalized t-shirt from the drawing show while some of the people at the front got great Ga-in posed shot. Haha, but anyway, like the quote from the drawing show. "It's not the end ....but the process of doing something that you learn most from" or something like that which is true by the way.
I met this girl in the crowd. I thought she was Korean the minute she spoke because she really spoke Korean. But then, her English was so fluent that she couldn't possibly have been Korean. Ok, maybe but what were the chances. We ended up standing together during the show and yea, i enjoyed her company. Ezan is gonna be pissed reading this. Sadly, i didn't get her contact not even her name but nonetheless, it was worthwhile talking to her. How do you say it..Flirt was it?
Lastly, i'm tired of the abuse of English in Singapore. Be ashamed people. Be very ashamed.
Ok, back to studying.
Trash
DATE: Tuesday, December 08, 2009 | TIME: 12/08/2009 07:57:00 PM
Finally cleared my links of dysfunctional links.
Or blogs that are never updated. So why should i lead people to places that waste their oh-so-precious time.
Nice atmosphere here....NOT!!
I realize that i don't have many stories to tell. I guess i don't like telling stories though i enjoy reading them. I'm not some blabber mouth who goes "oh you know the.." or "that time i....." and "i heard the.....". I don't do that. Even if i do, it's not dramatic and i refrain myself from doing so. Probably that's why i'm so boring.
People walk funny these days. It's hard to see a woman walking so nicely like super models. Ok, maybe not up to that standard but at least walk decently. They walk as though they have something in there preventing them from closing their legs. Guys, needless to say. However they walk, i don't care.
Make it a habit to talk to yourself everyday. It helps you clear self doubt or at least blind you.
Or blogs that are never updated. So why should i lead people to places that waste their oh-so-precious time.
Nice atmosphere here....NOT!!
I realize that i don't have many stories to tell. I guess i don't like telling stories though i enjoy reading them. I'm not some blabber mouth who goes "oh you know the.." or "that time i....." and "i heard the.....". I don't do that. Even if i do, it's not dramatic and i refrain myself from doing so. Probably that's why i'm so boring.
People walk funny these days. It's hard to see a woman walking so nicely like super models. Ok, maybe not up to that standard but at least walk decently. They walk as though they have something in there preventing them from closing their legs. Guys, needless to say. However they walk, i don't care.
Make it a habit to talk to yourself everyday. It helps you clear self doubt or at least blind you.
reload topic
DATE: Sunday, December 06, 2009 | TIME: 12/06/2009 02:55:00 AM
Khairi's blog sounds so emo.
Kind of like an emo area.
Well, the weekend started great you know. I meet new people. Lost my job and i get paid. Isn't life just great.
Ok. Hmm.................i'm really racking my brains to figure of something to say. To quote a friend of mine, he said it's easy for us bloggers to talk about stuff. I find that true to an extent.
I'm starting to think that i'm addicted to facebook. Well, mostly because of the conversations not the games or anything. Seriously, i don't know why i go there. There's nothing that interests me there except a few things like pictures and videos but the games are so boring.
Ugh...Drinking 8 glasses of water everyday is becoming a chore. Gulping down itches my throat somehow. I thought it was supposed to be good for us. Ahhhh, heck. Let's just do things that we believe to be righteous and true. Follow blindly right and out of fear, we believe.
I wonder if there are people who blog as i do. As in, not mention so much about their lives and just bring up some topic that's discussion worthy. You really have to wonder about the number of 'good' blogs out there.
Get started on your studies people and you might just pass the common test
Kind of like an emo area.
Well, the weekend started great you know. I meet new people. Lost my job and i get paid. Isn't life just great.
Ok. Hmm.................i'm really racking my brains to figure of something to say. To quote a friend of mine, he said it's easy for us bloggers to talk about stuff. I find that true to an extent.
I'm starting to think that i'm addicted to facebook. Well, mostly because of the conversations not the games or anything. Seriously, i don't know why i go there. There's nothing that interests me there except a few things like pictures and videos but the games are so boring.
Ugh...Drinking 8 glasses of water everyday is becoming a chore. Gulping down itches my throat somehow. I thought it was supposed to be good for us. Ahhhh, heck. Let's just do things that we believe to be righteous and true. Follow blindly right and out of fear, we believe.
I wonder if there are people who blog as i do. As in, not mention so much about their lives and just bring up some topic that's discussion worthy. You really have to wonder about the number of 'good' blogs out there.
Get started on your studies people and you might just pass the common test
keep walking
DATE: Thursday, December 03, 2009 | TIME: 12/03/2009 08:05:00 PM
It feels like you walked out of my life.
I wanna try to love you but you're not letting me. Like you're pushing me away. It's almost sickening to know that you don't want me. But i've tried and if you insist, i'll stop caring. I'll let go these feelings of mine. What's the point in trying when i know i can't have you. ):
Whoever remembers Secondhand Serenade? I do. Listening to "twist of my story" and "like a knife". They're supposed love....ok, serenade songs i think. Whatever it is, it just made my day. Sometimes you gotta go back to your roots.
Oh yea, that brings up a new topic for the day. No Make-up day! Haha. I wonder what happens when for one day, just one day, people don't put on their make-up. That means no mascara, no eye-liners, no powder or whatever. Ok, i'm not familiar with make-up, which explains. I'm probably guessing that people will be awkward at first because they are so used to covering their face and hiding behind their 'masks'. So, if on this day they do not use make-up, i think it's gonna be something interesting. Remember that pretty girl? Well, she might not be so pretty without her make-up. If she still is, it could be natural beauty. How nice.
So you see where i'm going with this? Please make my wish come true someone. I'm not wishing for money or love and whatever nonsense. Just for people to go make-upless for one day. Please...
I wanna try to love you but you're not letting me. Like you're pushing me away. It's almost sickening to know that you don't want me. But i've tried and if you insist, i'll stop caring. I'll let go these feelings of mine. What's the point in trying when i know i can't have you. ):
Whoever remembers Secondhand Serenade? I do. Listening to "twist of my story" and "like a knife". They're supposed love....ok, serenade songs i think. Whatever it is, it just made my day. Sometimes you gotta go back to your roots.
Oh yea, that brings up a new topic for the day. No Make-up day! Haha. I wonder what happens when for one day, just one day, people don't put on their make-up. That means no mascara, no eye-liners, no powder or whatever. Ok, i'm not familiar with make-up, which explains. I'm probably guessing that people will be awkward at first because they are so used to covering their face and hiding behind their 'masks'. So, if on this day they do not use make-up, i think it's gonna be something interesting. Remember that pretty girl? Well, she might not be so pretty without her make-up. If she still is, it could be natural beauty. How nice.
So you see where i'm going with this? Please make my wish come true someone. I'm not wishing for money or love and whatever nonsense. Just for people to go make-upless for one day. Please...
i'm awake
DATE: Tuesday, December 01, 2009 | TIME: 12/01/2009 12:01:00 AM
Finally, a chance to update.
Hellof people, been a long time huh. Hmm...It's been a while and now i can't think of what to say.
Baracuda Week was great! Practice, gig, practice, gig. Haha, really enjoyed the week.
E-learning week sucked as usual. Some things that i couldn't manage to do.
As for the rest of the days till now, i've been pretty much ok.
I'm feeling lonely at times. So who do i turn to? Bob! My old friend. Bob is special in a way that he's smarter than me, always has the answers and looks exactly like me. Astonishing that your conscience is the smarter one. Not you. Say hello Bob.
Hellof people, been a long time huh. Hmm...It's been a while and now i can't think of what to say.
Baracuda Week was great! Practice, gig, practice, gig. Haha, really enjoyed the week.
E-learning week sucked as usual. Some things that i couldn't manage to do.
As for the rest of the days till now, i've been pretty much ok.
I'm feeling lonely at times. So who do i turn to? Bob! My old friend. Bob is special in a way that he's smarter than me, always has the answers and looks exactly like me. Astonishing that your conscience is the smarter one. Not you. Say hello Bob.