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tears of...
DATE: Tuesday, November 24, 2009 | TIME: 11/24/2009 10:57:00 PM
I envy people who cry.
But i also pity them. Sadly, i can't cry. I don't know why but i'm just not able to. Please, don't try anything.
I feel like crying because i'm lost in assignments. Haiz... So many to do but time is really stretched thin. It's almost unbearable.
Help me!!
But i also pity them. Sadly, i can't cry. I don't know why but i'm just not able to. Please, don't try anything.
I feel like crying because i'm lost in assignments. Haiz... So many to do but time is really stretched thin. It's almost unbearable.
Help me!!
odd news
DATE: Friday, November 20, 2009 | TIME: 11/20/2009 12:23:00 AM
Finally, a good one.
I wouldn't say i'm satisfied but it was one of the better ones. Good job guys but seriously, it can be improved. It's almost there but not yet. Again, good job Baracuda Batucada.
E-learning week is pathetic. Ok, it's my fault for not actually doing the given assignments but i seriously do not like the whole homework on the internet thing. It's irritating me. I can't say that i haven't done anything but neither am i half way done. Mainly because i have been very busy with Baracuda. Yea, the whole week with them. But i like it, it's nice.
Ok, to wrap it up, i'll still be busy until school re-opens but i think i'll still be busy then.
Enjoy the coming weekend people!
I wouldn't say i'm satisfied but it was one of the better ones. Good job guys but seriously, it can be improved. It's almost there but not yet. Again, good job Baracuda Batucada.
E-learning week is pathetic. Ok, it's my fault for not actually doing the given assignments but i seriously do not like the whole homework on the internet thing. It's irritating me. I can't say that i haven't done anything but neither am i half way done. Mainly because i have been very busy with Baracuda. Yea, the whole week with them. But i like it, it's nice.
Ok, to wrap it up, i'll still be busy until school re-opens but i think i'll still be busy then.
Enjoy the coming weekend people!
settling dusts
DATE: Sunday, November 15, 2009 | TIME: 11/15/2009 02:33:00 AM
Everything seems so clear.
Or is it?
Soccer went well today. Even though we played on a very pathetic piece of land, we enjoyed ourselves. After that, the team talk and discussion and all. Then i had dinner with dear mom and my nephew. Mmmm....Crabs....
But who are you...
I'm having some thoughts now. I call it thought bombs when so many thoughts are running through your head at one time. It can really make you go "UGH!". I think i can safely say that there's an insurmountable difference between the pros and cons of a relationship. Very safe to say.
And what's next...
I gotta get my assignments done and e-learning week is coming. Yes, that means i get to stay home for lectures and sleep. Haha, Ok. No! I'm not going to sleep. I AM gonna read up on my tutorials and finish up any assignments. This week is definitely NOT for slacking. Oh yea, even Baracuda isn't taking a break. Or is it?
Or is it?
Soccer went well today. Even though we played on a very pathetic piece of land, we enjoyed ourselves. After that, the team talk and discussion and all. Then i had dinner with dear mom and my nephew. Mmmm....Crabs....
But who are you...
I'm having some thoughts now. I call it thought bombs when so many thoughts are running through your head at one time. It can really make you go "UGH!". I think i can safely say that there's an insurmountable difference between the pros and cons of a relationship. Very safe to say.
And what's next...
I gotta get my assignments done and e-learning week is coming. Yes, that means i get to stay home for lectures and sleep. Haha, Ok. No! I'm not going to sleep. I AM gonna read up on my tutorials and finish up any assignments. This week is definitely NOT for slacking. Oh yea, even Baracuda isn't taking a break. Or is it?
Rethink
DATE: Thursday, November 12, 2009 | TIME: 11/12/2009 12:39:00 AM
It's not that i'm dreading the days.
My emotions are kinda mixed these days. The mood swings are hated but that's the way i gotta live. I mean, what else can i do. It's kinda like water. I may appear calm but actually, a wave is forming from far away. Hmm.. If you can relate to that, good. Coz that's how i feel right now and it may very well change soon.
Recap of the closing week.
In dire need to catch up on math and analogue electronics. Engineering materials as well. The subjects are being bombarding me with facts and information then sprinkling that with tutorials and e-learning. I can handle this, one step at a time. It may not be the easiest road and it may take an unexpected turn but i'll make it. I hope.
To everyone, hope you had a nice day.
My emotions are kinda mixed these days. The mood swings are hated but that's the way i gotta live. I mean, what else can i do. It's kinda like water. I may appear calm but actually, a wave is forming from far away. Hmm.. If you can relate to that, good. Coz that's how i feel right now and it may very well change soon.
Recap of the closing week.
In dire need to catch up on math and analogue electronics. Engineering materials as well. The subjects are being bombarding me with facts and information then sprinkling that with tutorials and e-learning. I can handle this, one step at a time. It may not be the easiest road and it may take an unexpected turn but i'll make it. I hope.
To everyone, hope you had a nice day.
beg to differ
DATE: Tuesday, November 10, 2009 | TIME: 11/10/2009 10:50:00 PM
I'm hallucinating or issit thorough thinking?
Can't get it off.
Hmm.. I need to organize myself better and seriously stop spending. Any kind soul willing to treat me to meals everyday? Didn't think so. I'm not broke, i'm poor. And i know the minute i start spending, i'm gonna regret it in a few days time. Damn this society for the use of money. They should've come up with something better. Then again, to think about it. Issit fair to gamble? Why do lucky people get to win while the poor can't? Dammit.
On a happy note, oh wait. There hasn't been one.
Seriously messed up man. I can't seem to feel happy. Whenever i do feel happy, it seems faked. I don't fake it but i certainly feel that way. Why? Why is this so? I'm losing my mind Kar Wei! I mean, for all you know. I look like a guy without problems. That's because there are no problems but the problem with that is that i don't know the problem that's causing my problems. get it?
I'm not stressed out. I'm not overworked. I'm just feeling moody at times. Is this what having periods feels like? I wonder...
I should stop wondering.
Can't get it off.
Hmm.. I need to organize myself better and seriously stop spending. Any kind soul willing to treat me to meals everyday? Didn't think so. I'm not broke, i'm poor. And i know the minute i start spending, i'm gonna regret it in a few days time. Damn this society for the use of money. They should've come up with something better. Then again, to think about it. Issit fair to gamble? Why do lucky people get to win while the poor can't? Dammit.
On a happy note, oh wait. There hasn't been one.
Seriously messed up man. I can't seem to feel happy. Whenever i do feel happy, it seems faked. I don't fake it but i certainly feel that way. Why? Why is this so? I'm losing my mind Kar Wei! I mean, for all you know. I look like a guy without problems. That's because there are no problems but the problem with that is that i don't know the problem that's causing my problems. get it?
I'm not stressed out. I'm not overworked. I'm just feeling moody at times. Is this what having periods feels like? I wonder...
I should stop wondering.
Ashes in the snow
DATE: Monday, November 09, 2009 | TIME: 11/09/2009 02:10:00 AM
Pure as snow.
It's been 3 days since Thursday and i'm still very very deep in thought about that. I can't seem to forget and it's flashing through my mind like lightning during a thunderstorm. The goosebumps i get every time it ends. I can't forget. Can't forget. Sorry Hajjar.
Contemplate this, contemplate that. Why am i even blogging at an unearthly hour. Oh yea, that's right. I can't sleep. Well, i was for a good 30 minutes.
Issues, issues, issues. Ever wondered what would've happened if we did discover fire. Would we still be living in this urban jungle with computers and gas stoves? Would we still be creating math equations and solving physic-limited problems? Would we still be driving around in cars? Would we?
I took a very good guess that we would have taken the primitive path of evolution. Like the animals and beasts before us, we would have evolved. Evolved to be the efficient hunters that we are not today. Gone will be the gun trotting hunters and spear wielding warriors. Dawn a new age...
Well, if that wasn't insightful, i don't know what is. It got me pondering for a well 30 minutes or so. But still, i can't get Thursday out of my mind. Pfft.
It's been 3 days since Thursday and i'm still very very deep in thought about that. I can't seem to forget and it's flashing through my mind like lightning during a thunderstorm. The goosebumps i get every time it ends. I can't forget. Can't forget. Sorry Hajjar.
Contemplate this, contemplate that. Why am i even blogging at an unearthly hour. Oh yea, that's right. I can't sleep. Well, i was for a good 30 minutes.
Issues, issues, issues. Ever wondered what would've happened if we did discover fire. Would we still be living in this urban jungle with computers and gas stoves? Would we still be creating math equations and solving physic-limited problems? Would we still be driving around in cars? Would we?
I took a very good guess that we would have taken the primitive path of evolution. Like the animals and beasts before us, we would have evolved. Evolved to be the efficient hunters that we are not today. Gone will be the gun trotting hunters and spear wielding warriors. Dawn a new age...
Well, if that wasn't insightful, i don't know what is. It got me pondering for a well 30 minutes or so. But still, i can't get Thursday out of my mind. Pfft.
Elapsed
DATE: Thursday, November 05, 2009 | TIME: 11/05/2009 06:04:00 PM
At atrium with Ahmad and Kar Wei right now.
Ahmad is so hard working man. Kar Wei. Umm..He looks like an uncle with his glasses on.
Nothing to do right now. Debbie is keeping me company anyways, so yeah.
Ahmad is so hard working man. Kar Wei. Umm..He looks like an uncle with his glasses on.
Nothing to do right now. Debbie is keeping me company anyways, so yeah.
waiting list
DATE: Sunday, November 01, 2009 | TIME: 11/01/2009 12:32:00 AM
I'm in love.
Her name is Baracuda Batucada. Wish i could spend more time with her.
Ok, before i start, personal fitness is important. I don't know how much i can stress upon this but yea. Get off your couch/seat/corner and work it.
A guy once asked me. Why blog? I could've came up with so many reasons and he would've still said that blogging is nonsense and a waste of time. Right now, i can only say that it's my pleasure to blog. Someone else said that blogging was an invasion of people's privacy. Well, depending on the situation. If you reveal a lot about yourself and the next moment people know where you live, that's being irresponsible. Always, always blog responsibly. Be mindful of others. Ok, actually i really don't understand why he said it's an intrusion on someone's privacy.
Off that topic and here we are, today. Education and pleasure. Which would you choose? Ok, so on one hand, i have my love and on the other, i have studies. So if i marry them together, hey presto! I get time management. Ok, time to buck up on studies. You can do it!
On a side note, i spent $0 for a fantastic lunch.
Her name is Baracuda Batucada. Wish i could spend more time with her.
Ok, before i start, personal fitness is important. I don't know how much i can stress upon this but yea. Get off your couch/seat/corner and work it.
A guy once asked me. Why blog? I could've came up with so many reasons and he would've still said that blogging is nonsense and a waste of time. Right now, i can only say that it's my pleasure to blog. Someone else said that blogging was an invasion of people's privacy. Well, depending on the situation. If you reveal a lot about yourself and the next moment people know where you live, that's being irresponsible. Always, always blog responsibly. Be mindful of others. Ok, actually i really don't understand why he said it's an intrusion on someone's privacy.
Off that topic and here we are, today. Education and pleasure. Which would you choose? Ok, so on one hand, i have my love and on the other, i have studies. So if i marry them together, hey presto! I get time management. Ok, time to buck up on studies. You can do it!
On a side note, i spent $0 for a fantastic lunch.