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Self defined
DATE: Thursday, October 29, 2009 | TIME: 10/29/2009 12:07:00 AM
I look like the kind of guy who doesn't have problems.
Mainly, that's because i don't. Drama in my life is very minimal. No backstabbing, bitching, fights and what not. I find all this to be nonsense. Backstabbers work only when you turn your back on them. Bitching...Hmm...Why would i? Fights...I don't want to fight, i rarely do. In fact, never got into a fight since primary 4 maybe? Good huh?
How would i define myself. Personality wise, i admit that i am attracted to women with assets but it's a natural instinct. I can't do anything about that unless i turn gay which i'm definitely not planning on. So how is a guy supposed to get a girlfriend when he's so god damned shallow? Straight forward invites have certainly had their moments but in this country, it's hard to say.
I kind of find it haunting that i'm so comfortable with being single. When taking a partner into account, i have to listen to problems and stories. Personally, i'd give you one advice about your problems. You will always find a way to solve it, just relax. You won't get any answer by complaining about it. And that's another part. I seriously do not like people who.... Ok, to say the least, i'm very patient about everything. People just don't see it very often. Whatever crap and nonsense you get, you just gotta accept it. Ain't no way around it unless you create more crap.
Hmm...Why am i saying all this? Am i too worked up? No, i don't want to be worked up. Hmm... Calm down man, it's gonna end soon. I'm talking to myself, aren't i?
And for god's sake, be English savvy people!
Mainly, that's because i don't. Drama in my life is very minimal. No backstabbing, bitching, fights and what not. I find all this to be nonsense. Backstabbers work only when you turn your back on them. Bitching...Hmm...Why would i? Fights...I don't want to fight, i rarely do. In fact, never got into a fight since primary 4 maybe? Good huh?
How would i define myself. Personality wise, i admit that i am attracted to women with assets but it's a natural instinct. I can't do anything about that unless i turn gay which i'm definitely not planning on. So how is a guy supposed to get a girlfriend when he's so god damned shallow? Straight forward invites have certainly had their moments but in this country, it's hard to say.
I kind of find it haunting that i'm so comfortable with being single. When taking a partner into account, i have to listen to problems and stories. Personally, i'd give you one advice about your problems. You will always find a way to solve it, just relax. You won't get any answer by complaining about it. And that's another part. I seriously do not like people who.... Ok, to say the least, i'm very patient about everything. People just don't see it very often. Whatever crap and nonsense you get, you just gotta accept it. Ain't no way around it unless you create more crap.
Hmm...Why am i saying all this? Am i too worked up? No, i don't want to be worked up. Hmm... Calm down man, it's gonna end soon. I'm talking to myself, aren't i?
And for god's sake, be English savvy people!
Bad game
DATE: Tuesday, October 27, 2009 | TIME: 10/27/2009 08:15:00 PM
I'm about to lose it but somehow, i'm calm.
Performance tomorrow, hooray! Let's put on one hell of a show.
Math is screwed up and so is the scientific notebook. MAT has a quiz and i don't know what to study. MMT was alright but it really got me dirty.
Everything else, i'm too lazy to blog about.
Performance tomorrow, hooray! Let's put on one hell of a show.
Math is screwed up and so is the scientific notebook. MAT has a quiz and i don't know what to study. MMT was alright but it really got me dirty.
Everything else, i'm too lazy to blog about.
Here come the fruits
DATE: Friday, October 23, 2009 | TIME: 10/23/2009 11:01:00 PM
Deprived? Not really.
Wednesday's practice truly, sincerely rocked! If we could have practices like that all the time, i think i'd die. After that, i'm really hoping we pull through on Saturday's gig. All the best then Baracuda!
Work has been fun. Compared to holiday sessions, school time shifts rock. You get to talk to people, there's a bit more things to do and you get to see nice and funny things. Haha.
To wrap up the week, it's been very good.
A heck of a first week if you ask me.
Wednesday's practice truly, sincerely rocked! If we could have practices like that all the time, i think i'd die. After that, i'm really hoping we pull through on Saturday's gig. All the best then Baracuda!
Work has been fun. Compared to holiday sessions, school time shifts rock. You get to talk to people, there's a bit more things to do and you get to see nice and funny things. Haha.
To wrap up the week, it's been very good.
A heck of a first week if you ask me.
Music
DATE: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 | TIME: 10/20/2009 11:01:00 PM
I like the music, like like like the music.
Baracuda meeting was enjoyable to say the least but to know where the band is at the moment, it would be wrong to say that i'm proud of it. No, i shouldn't be proud of it. In fact, almost ashamed. But they say that when you've hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up. So, no worries. With hard work, i'm very very sure we can make it. Come on people!
The new semester begins alas. I'm very relieved to an extent. Some people are missing but that's okay. A group of 4 is actually a bit easier. You can sit almost anywhere in a canteen. Also the talking is better.
Looking forward to tomorrow's practice, if we are actually gonna play. Word is that it's gonna be a continued session of Monday so yeah. If it is, it's good and not good. Good because we are actually clearing up some junk and not good coz practice is gonna be hindered and we have an upcoming gig and very much to do for god's sake.
Lastly, i'm glad my verbal abuse has gone down. Thank you very much.
Now time to do something about my hair.
Baracuda meeting was enjoyable to say the least but to know where the band is at the moment, it would be wrong to say that i'm proud of it. No, i shouldn't be proud of it. In fact, almost ashamed. But they say that when you've hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up. So, no worries. With hard work, i'm very very sure we can make it. Come on people!
The new semester begins alas. I'm very relieved to an extent. Some people are missing but that's okay. A group of 4 is actually a bit easier. You can sit almost anywhere in a canteen. Also the talking is better.
Looking forward to tomorrow's practice, if we are actually gonna play. Word is that it's gonna be a continued session of Monday so yeah. If it is, it's good and not good. Good because we are actually clearing up some junk and not good coz practice is gonna be hindered and we have an upcoming gig and very much to do for god's sake.
Lastly, i'm glad my verbal abuse has gone down. Thank you very much.
Now time to do something about my hair.
Faith is my name
DATE: Friday, October 16, 2009 | TIME: 10/16/2009 12:48:00 AM
Is a name really significant or issit just the person that represents it?
My nephew is so cute if only he could be more responsive but i guess i can't expect much from him. He's only 2 months old. Haha. Hmm....Went out with Syafiq and Wei Sheng today for pants alteration. First time doing it but, i seriously think that if i can make my own pants, it would be better. Of course, who doesn't think so.
OmO is a word by the way. Pronounced oh-moh. I'm trying to cut down the use of vulgarities. A very good example would be Kar Wei. Haha. He says chicken and chicken backside. So i'm gonna say OmO. Yay.
Come to think of it, the number of female friends i have is decreasing. It's supposed to be a good thing but it's also a bad thing. Good thing is that i won't be tempted to fall into a relationship. Wait, or is that a bad thing? Anyways, the bad thing is that i'm gonna turn gay sooner or later but i know that's ain't never gonna happen. No damn chance.
Think..Think..Think
Can you really defy the laws of your mind? If you believe something to not exist, will it not exist? So...let's say i find someone irritating but i choose to view him as a decent guy. Wait...No, that's living in ignorance. Haha, ignorance can be a good thing.
I just imagined something a few hours back. What if women had the mentality of men and men had the mentality of women. So women would be the ones doing weightlifting and stuff and wooing the men while the men are being sissy. Haha. Think about that for a minute or so.
Finally, a long post.
My nephew is so cute if only he could be more responsive but i guess i can't expect much from him. He's only 2 months old. Haha. Hmm....Went out with Syafiq and Wei Sheng today for pants alteration. First time doing it but, i seriously think that if i can make my own pants, it would be better. Of course, who doesn't think so.
OmO is a word by the way. Pronounced oh-moh. I'm trying to cut down the use of vulgarities. A very good example would be Kar Wei. Haha. He says chicken and chicken backside. So i'm gonna say OmO. Yay.
Come to think of it, the number of female friends i have is decreasing. It's supposed to be a good thing but it's also a bad thing. Good thing is that i won't be tempted to fall into a relationship. Wait, or is that a bad thing? Anyways, the bad thing is that i'm gonna turn gay sooner or later but i know that's ain't never gonna happen. No damn chance.
Think..Think..Think
Can you really defy the laws of your mind? If you believe something to not exist, will it not exist? So...let's say i find someone irritating but i choose to view him as a decent guy. Wait...No, that's living in ignorance. Haha, ignorance can be a good thing.
I just imagined something a few hours back. What if women had the mentality of men and men had the mentality of women. So women would be the ones doing weightlifting and stuff and wooing the men while the men are being sissy. Haha. Think about that for a minute or so.
Finally, a long post.
Jump start
DATE: Wednesday, October 14, 2009 | TIME: 10/14/2009 10:30:00 PM
We are going down people.
Hmm... BB is definitely gonna hit rock bottom if something isn't done about it.
Hmm... BB is definitely gonna hit rock bottom if something isn't done about it.
Wasted
DATE: Monday, October 12, 2009 | TIME: 10/12/2009 06:04:00 AM
Money spent.
On what? For what? Why? Beauty? Taxes? Food?
Just finished watching the hurt locker. It's a war movie by the way which really... I don't know. Makes you think twice about enlisting in the army. What is it that compels us into war? Power? Why? Does being the greatest, the strongest mean anything?
Hur hur. My head hurts from this.
On what? For what? Why? Beauty? Taxes? Food?
Just finished watching the hurt locker. It's a war movie by the way which really... I don't know. Makes you think twice about enlisting in the army. What is it that compels us into war? Power? Why? Does being the greatest, the strongest mean anything?
Hur hur. My head hurts from this.
Hot spot
DATE: Saturday, October 10, 2009 | TIME: 10/10/2009 01:48:00 AM
A place isn't interesting unless you make it so.
Hmm...Went to Marina Barrage today to lepak and fly a kite. Haha. Guess that covers that. Ohohoho. My chi ko pe instincts kicked in today. Nice one. I like looking at nice things.
Ok...Honestly, I'm still living in a world where secrets are a bore to me. I don't like secrets neither do i like to be kept from them. Somehow, it doesn't feel right when secrets and drama come together. It just results in a very explosive reaction. Yea, i'm still a kid and i want to enjoy as much non-drama life i have left before converting into it. So yea, cut it out.
Emo hit me today. Like, during my trip back home. Alone. I realized that....hmmm. I don't know how to put this but i think I'd rather stay single throughout my happy years. I hate the thought of comforting and consoling. Listening to problems and what not. Gives me goosebumps. So as you can see, i'm still a kid. Take it easy on me.
I really wanna do whatever the hell i want and no one gets to do or say anything about it.
->Ezan: Come on then. Tomorrow?
Hmm...Went to Marina Barrage today to lepak and fly a kite. Haha. Guess that covers that. Ohohoho. My chi ko pe instincts kicked in today. Nice one. I like looking at nice things.
Ok...Honestly, I'm still living in a world where secrets are a bore to me. I don't like secrets neither do i like to be kept from them. Somehow, it doesn't feel right when secrets and drama come together. It just results in a very explosive reaction. Yea, i'm still a kid and i want to enjoy as much non-drama life i have left before converting into it. So yea, cut it out.
Emo hit me today. Like, during my trip back home. Alone. I realized that....hmmm. I don't know how to put this but i think I'd rather stay single throughout my happy years. I hate the thought of comforting and consoling. Listening to problems and what not. Gives me goosebumps. So as you can see, i'm still a kid. Take it easy on me.
I really wanna do whatever the hell i want and no one gets to do or say anything about it.
->Ezan: Come on then. Tomorrow?
Sowoneul malhebwa
DATE: Thursday, October 08, 2009 | TIME: 10/08/2009 09:27:00 PM
You got your wish Ian SBH.
Hmm...Had the guys over for games at my house today. I want to say that it was fun but it wasn't as much as i thought it would be. I guess it would've been better if we just went out.
Anyway, practicing my rudiments. God...This is taking very long. Total hours for today should be about 2 hours?
Hmm...Had the guys over for games at my house today. I want to say that it was fun but it wasn't as much as i thought it would be. I guess it would've been better if we just went out.
Anyway, practicing my rudiments. God...This is taking very long. Total hours for today should be about 2 hours?
Lights out
DATE: | TIME: 10/08/2009 06:35:00 AM
If you like clubbing, dance to your mp3 in the toilet.
Hmm, can't say that i hate going to clubs coz i've never actually been to one. People have asked me to come along but so far, i've turned them all down. Why? Coz i gotta pay to dance and enjoy music. Might as well do that at home right? Besides that, no drinking. So i guess there's really no point for me to go to a club/pub.
Ok, i'm sleep deprived right now. I think whenever i'm hyped about Baracuda, i won't be able to sleep. Another good example was before the watermark performance two weeks ago. Ah well, can't do much right now. Maybe coz of the weather? It's freaking warm and...dry? Yea, i'd wake up to sore throats and scramble towards my refrigerator for some water. It's killing me.
Practice went well yesterday. It's nicer yesterday. I don't know. It just felt better. Shake semi quavers today, tomorrow and yesterday. Let's try triplets.
A funny thing that happened yesterday. Not actually funny. Was walking to Chamelon in JP when i saw this very familiar girl in school uniform. Oddly, it was during school hours so shouldn't she have been in school? After pondering for a while, i caught up with her. Haha, her priceless expression when she saw me and when she said goodbye.
That's a wrap.
Hmm....Throat is drying up again.
Hmm, can't say that i hate going to clubs coz i've never actually been to one. People have asked me to come along but so far, i've turned them all down. Why? Coz i gotta pay to dance and enjoy music. Might as well do that at home right? Besides that, no drinking. So i guess there's really no point for me to go to a club/pub.
Ok, i'm sleep deprived right now. I think whenever i'm hyped about Baracuda, i won't be able to sleep. Another good example was before the watermark performance two weeks ago. Ah well, can't do much right now. Maybe coz of the weather? It's freaking warm and...dry? Yea, i'd wake up to sore throats and scramble towards my refrigerator for some water. It's killing me.
Practice went well yesterday. It's nicer yesterday. I don't know. It just felt better. Shake semi quavers today, tomorrow and yesterday. Let's try triplets.
A funny thing that happened yesterday. Not actually funny. Was walking to Chamelon in JP when i saw this very familiar girl in school uniform. Oddly, it was during school hours so shouldn't she have been in school? After pondering for a while, i caught up with her. Haha, her priceless expression when she saw me and when she said goodbye.
That's a wrap.
Hmm....Throat is drying up again.
without tents
DATE: Tuesday, October 06, 2009 | TIME: 10/06/2009 01:13:00 PM
Hello Alyssyah!
Cut the sarcasm Kar Wei.
Ok, haven't been updating coz of camp. Can't blame me for that can you? Haha. Well, Baracuda camp was very much enjoyed. Despite gettung this horrible sore throat, i think i'm enjoying the new voice.
To sum up the camp, it was tiring, fun, enjoyable and something new. I hope this camp has helped us bond. Well, obviously it did.
Hmm...What sucked the most was that the very next day after camp, i had work. Haiz..But now worries coz work is really slack. After that, went to Bras Basah complex to get new drumsticks. Vic Firth of course. Then went to shopping!!..omg. I spent too much but really, thanks for the discount Wei Sheng. Hmm... and then i went to a woman's accessories shop and bought 2 hair bands and a head band. The latter which i lost. Hur hur.
Then came the Ugly Truth, the movie actually. Really enjoyable movie. 3.5/5 stars maybe? Haha, but still, gotta catch it. Dude, what the fuck?
Cut the sarcasm Kar Wei.
Ok, haven't been updating coz of camp. Can't blame me for that can you? Haha. Well, Baracuda camp was very much enjoyed. Despite gettung this horrible sore throat, i think i'm enjoying the new voice.
To sum up the camp, it was tiring, fun, enjoyable and something new. I hope this camp has helped us bond. Well, obviously it did.
Hmm...What sucked the most was that the very next day after camp, i had work. Haiz..But now worries coz work is really slack. After that, went to Bras Basah complex to get new drumsticks. Vic Firth of course. Then went to shopping!!..omg. I spent too much but really, thanks for the discount Wei Sheng. Hmm... and then i went to a woman's accessories shop and bought 2 hair bands and a head band. The latter which i lost. Hur hur.
Then came the Ugly Truth, the movie actually. Really enjoyable movie. 3.5/5 stars maybe? Haha, but still, gotta catch it. Dude, what the fuck?