Lemons
DATE: Friday, August 28, 2009 | TIME: 8/28/2009 11:20:00 PM
They say you should make lemonade when life gives you lemons.
Why should i?
Ok. Fasting has been going pretty good so far. No problems at least. It's good to be....well, good. I really don't like those people who look down on us. I know they're concerned and everything but we are not weak you know. Yea, i can't take the whole day without eating. I can do sports while i'm at it. I'm not gonna die or faint or whatever the reason you think i can't do normal activities. Haiz...It just ticks me off. Lucky for them, i'm in patient mode.
Next, rotting at home. Can't seem to find anything to do at home right now. Usually, i wake up at 12 noon and then start my day. It's been frustrating actually to wake up so late in the day. It feels incomplete. Like i'm missing something. Anyway, the first thing i'll do is try not to use the computer and go about my business. But then again, what business is there? There's nothing to do!!!
Ok, calm down. I think you have me mistaken.
I found out from a friend that having a blog is really pointless. I'm considering it.
learned
DATE: Monday, August 24, 2009 | TIME: 8/24/2009 10:46:00 PM
I found out a phrase today.
"Not all pain is gain".
Sounds true to you? I guess. But tell me, which pain is not a gain? Maybe... I dunno. To me, having to go through a difficult time is to face a challenge. And by definition, a challenge is to be overcome. So yeah, overcome that difficult time. How? Be head strong, believe in yourself and have the right mind set.
Ok, ENGMEC paper is the last paper which was today! Finally, the holidays have arrived. I think it's gonna go down pretty well considering it's the fasting month. So yea, slack a lot starting now. First thing i did was head to town with the usual 7 but without J and Lester and including Jivan. Hah! Found some nice things which i'm so gonna buy once i have the money.
Check list: Bermudas, shirts, pencil box.
Sounds about right. Maybe i'll think of more things when the time comes.
Peace be upon you.
killer
DATE: Sunday, August 23, 2009 | TIME: 8/23/2009 10:43:00 PM
And i thought i didn't update.
Yet again, another person has stumbled onto this pathetic excuse for a blog. Oh well, more readers.
Saturday felt so depressing. Why? Because of ELTECH paper. I seriously could not do it. Maybe i managed to scrape some points but it felt so pathetic. I just froze, looking at the questions. Thinking if i'd done my tutorials, missed any lectures and what not. Haiz... Please...pass me!!
Ok, fasting month is getting off to a good start. 2nd day was spent studying and man, it felt good. Confident now that i'll pass the core module. Yee-ha!!!
Haha, ok. Hmm... Get me a fitness routine. I need to work out. My chest is killing me.
Stump
DATE: Wednesday, August 19, 2009 | TIME: 8/19/2009 08:58:00 PM
Has it been good?
Yes, it has been. I'm just missing a few revisions for the upcoming exams but not to worry. I've got it covered, i hope. Worked out today with Jay and Lionel from 4-6pm and that's about it for today. Study tomorrow.
Bruce Lee once said, "people focus too much on improving their skill that they forget the physical conditioning required". I guess i'm starting to realize that point.
Until then,
Cheerios.
without sweets
DATE: Monday, August 17, 2009 | TIME: 8/17/2009 10:51:00 PM
I am not without my patience.
Let's sum up the weekend first, shall we? Saturday was a killer on myself. Run up and down the flanks and i got myself dying on the sidelines. I am never doing that again. So i decided.....skipping 10 minutes a day. Tried it today and what do you know. It's tiring. Yeah..Haahaa. Anyway, it's for a good cause. I really need the stamina and plus, it keeps me fit. Come on everyone, let's start skipping!
Sunday was pretty much a lazy day. Went to mom's to indulge myself. Like totally....Chocolates and sweets. Pretty much everything i ate had sugar in it and that's why it was a lazy day. Young bro brought pizza home and again, indulge.... Well, i gotta. It's the final week before the start of Ramadhan or as you call it, the fasting month. I have a feeling this year is gonna be a breeze.
Today....Went to school for 2 hours of math and then met Debbie. The things that i'd like to tell her, i wish i could but... The stronger man does not win a fight but the one that can restrain his anger the most. I like that motto. Thank you Ezan.
Ezan said that i couldn't live a day without Korea related things running through my mind in a day. Well, it's almost true. I got hooked on Korea a few months back(Thanks to Ezan) and i kinda like it. It's got a rich culture and it's definitely interesting. Well, it's better than some cultures but i won't die if i don't get a daily dose of Korea. I just like it, that's all. Choi Soo Young...Hwaiting!!!
And to end it all....Exams are around the corner that i can see it rearing it's ugly head but what lies after that....Sweet holidays. I guess for once, the holidays have come at a right time and that is when school is out. I won't have to dread the days studying but i'll be rotting at home. We'll see what we can do about that.
Fadhil, Haha... Sunye is not for me.
Fool fool fool
DATE: Thursday, August 13, 2009 | TIME: 8/13/2009 01:17:00 AM
They created a word which means the impossible.
To even say it, people would say it doesn't exist. I don't see the point of it. Every time you say it, people are sure to doubt you. So much so as to say that there's nothing that is "that word". Ok, that was a big hint.
Hmm.. I guess today was an eye opener for me. 3 P.Y.Ts that i've seen today. All were too good to be true. I'd say perfect. Wow. I'm still getting goosebumps from it. Let's dream.
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
Cool move.
Haha ha
DATE: Monday, August 10, 2009 | TIME: 8/10/2009 11:09:00 PM
Somebody, let me punch you.
It's been a long and quiet day. The dog did not bark, the birds did not sing. Even the karaoke was turned off. People slept. It rained. What have i done? Wasted my time.
It's a conspiracy when you wish your life was simple. By definition, what is simple? Not having to do work? Play all day? Enjoy? Who says you get to have it simple? People don't get it simple, they earn it. You pray for simple? See if you get it. Life is hard but who says the after life is anymore different.
Damn it. I'm thinking too much. I'm unable to hold things in at times. I can't control myself at times. I've never seen the outcome of me losing myself. Let me picture it. Hands stained with blood, someone's dead. Don't push it. It's good to kill. But there is a problem. I'm guilty now. Guilty of what? Murder? Heck, everyone has a death date and i'm doing a part to keep that date. Sounds good. Yeah...
If you've managed to read up till here, i congratulate you. Just some things i've been thinking of lately. I don't need listening ears or understanding hearts. I need minds that can agree. Still here? Congratulations again.
To whom it may concern,
Thank you
Down
DATE: | TIME: 8/10/2009 02:03:00 PM
Sore throats these past few mornings.
I hate it. Yesterday went quite well. No, it's not because of National Day. It was because i got to spend time with the missed ones. Watched G.I Joe. 3/5 stars maybe? But sienna miller was freaking hot! Anyway, traveled to Orchard to shop until we finally settled down at Zingdo. Nice ice cream....mmmm.
google it
DATE: Saturday, August 08, 2009 | TIME: 8/08/2009 11:22:00 PM
I find karma a very non-logical thing.
Strike me down then. It's not karma, it's just what you believe it to be. It's the same case for numbers. People tend to make their own theories based on their own beliefs. The so called patterns that they see are merely made to their own liking. But then again, it makes sense that no one tags coz i don't tag others. Haha.
A psycho is what they call me. I don't despise it. I kinda like it. It's a unique way to characterize me and i'm different. Ok, i may burst out into something at times but i'm not crazy, just bored. You don't want to not talk for a very long period. It sucks!!
I won't be at home tomorrow, going out with the beloved and missed, Fadhil. Hehe. I really miss him.
Death bed
DATE: Thursday, August 06, 2009 | TIME: 8/06/2009 06:46:00 PM
No roses in this side of town.
I have a thought. I wanna cut my hair. It's long and irritating. And it get blown by the wind way too easily. Hmm.
Ok, this is the last week for CATS and S&W. Yay for CATS, boo for S&W. I really enjoyed street soccer. Now i need to work out at my own time. Which reminds me. I got a job down at the school gym. $6 per hour. Not bad eh? Haha.
Past few days have been rather...how should i put it. Compressed? Time is going by very fast. I still have some unfinished assignments in the form of web tutorials. Hey, they suck! I prefer work sheets. Then again, i prefer neither. But, it's a good way to get me studying otherwise i'd be slacking. So tomorrow, gonna have a study date with the guys. No gay stuff, please.
Alright, i guess that's it for today.
Keep me dreaming of you. It's great!
Munchkin
DATE: Saturday, August 01, 2009 | TIME: 8/01/2009 11:09:00 PM
Like the smallest things that happen so fast, they are said not to have happened at all.
I had a great game today. Ok, practice as Ezan puts it. It's not everyday i get to play soccer but wouldn't that be dreamy? Ok...To sum up the week, it was pretty swell. Quizzes here and there and that performance on Wednesday. Nothing special i guess.
I wonder about friends whom i have not kept in contact with. Are they still thinking about me? I guess not. Why would they? I mean, they have new friends now.
And lastly, i'm getting fed up with the school canteens now. Food is too expensive and soooooo not worth it. There are a few good ones here and there but imagine eating the same thing all the time. Besides, it's unhealthy junk. I won't die of high cholesterol levels or high blood pressure.
Let's see. Keeping fit is important to me. I don't care if no one likes me. As long as i'm healthier than someone and fitter than someone, i'm happy.
Blessings.