Fathi
I’ve been living 17 years of my life. So far so good.
Single
Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Diploma in Mechatronic engineering.
I have great friends around me.
I'm not that good in explaining what i am to you so just let me know ok?
Just ask.
I wonder how, i wonder why
DATE: Friday, February 06, 2009 | TIME: 2/06/2009 01:02:00 AM
God i feel so pathetic. Ok, so i woke up today with an sms from boss saying that i could take the day off from work coz the place wasn't that busy so i felt kinda good knowing that i could rest coz i was pretty damn tired. Around 3, came a call from boss saying that i needed to come to work coz one of the workers called in sick. Just when i was enjoying the day. What's worse, i woke up with a swollen and sore eye. Which i wonder why they call it a sore eye. It doesn't feel the least bit sore.
Work was ok, won't elaborate. Exactly why i won't is because it's just very routine. Do this, that and that we're done. I can't really say that it's fun because it is only fun when the jokes come in. Other than that, pages from Ezan about good looking women and the occasional funny looking people.
If i have to say so, i have a very valid reason as to why i don't have a girlfriend. Firstly, going in for the catch. I mean, i spend so much time chasing after girls where the results in the end might not prove to be satisfying or i'll wonder why i started going after her in the first place.
Secondly, when i do get the girl, what am i supposed to do? Kiss her? I definitely can't do that. Flowers? Too cliche' which could be disastrous when you ask her and in the event that she says no.
Thirdly, to keep things going. Spend, spend, spend is all you can do whenever you're with that someone. Not only on dining and shopping but the phone bill is gonna reach it's limit and your mom or dad will go off on you. So you see, even when you're working, you'll have cash but then you won't be spending more time with that person and they'll complain, complain, complain.
Lastly, friends. They are there for you whenever you need them so what makes a girlfriend any different? The fact that she's got your heart? Yeah, ok, i'll buy that. But conflict is gonna come up. Not from your friends but yourself. You suddenly start asking yourself who you're spending more time with. It's guilty to leave your friends but then again mean to leave your partner.
So you see, there's nothing for me to celebrate on Valentine's Day. Besides, shouldn't you be romantic and loving to that person all year round? Just one day doesn't set the mood any different. It's just that people want to believe that it's a day of love and crap.
I hope i didn't ruin your Valentines day spirit. If i have, i sincerely apologize.