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Happiness
DATE: Monday, September 29, 2008 | TIME: 9/29/2008 07:57:00 PM
Do you find your happiness at the end of the tunnel or did you have it with you all along?
What does my happiness really mean? Having that certain something or reaching a goal? When i'm happy, does that mean i've found my happiness? When i'm sad, i'm happy cos i know i'm only human. The things that i'm supposed to be happy about don't really measure up. I feel empty, robbed of my desires. Ok, too emo for one post. Let's look on the brighter side.
Things i'm happy about: Friends, family, Allah, music, art, fantasies, guys, girls, relationships
Things i'm not so happy about: Gravity, holes, being alive
So let's see what i can do about the unhappiness. Gravity, any ideas? Go to space like that China man? Haha.
Holes? Only thing to do, fill them up with trash and junk. Things that i don't need in my life.
Life? I guess i'm not happy with it coz of the pain but yeah, it's only human and to end it would be sin. Let's leave life as it is. What i can do is make the most of it.
If you've read one of those quotes "life is short? Who says? It's freaking long!" and believe it,
Go whanatanpekulio yourself!
Why am i so emo all of a sudden? Let's continue.
I know i'm regarded as a weirdo, psycho, crazy and i have to say. I absolutely agree. I like being weird, it makes me happy. I like the odd things viewed from your eyes. People and their words, it brings you down a notch. So, put a new notch. Haha. If i'm weird, then you're all different.Hmm... Yea, basically, you call me weird, i'll become weirder. Call me psycho, i'll be sure to give you the look that says "i'm killing you tonight". You know the look, you now what i can do. So stay put and watch me go. (:
What does my happiness really mean? Having that certain something or reaching a goal? When i'm happy, does that mean i've found my happiness? When i'm sad, i'm happy cos i know i'm only human. The things that i'm supposed to be happy about don't really measure up. I feel empty, robbed of my desires. Ok, too emo for one post. Let's look on the brighter side.
Things i'm happy about: Friends, family, Allah, music, art, fantasies, guys, girls, relationships
Things i'm not so happy about: Gravity, holes, being alive
So let's see what i can do about the unhappiness. Gravity, any ideas? Go to space like that China man? Haha.
Holes? Only thing to do, fill them up with trash and junk. Things that i don't need in my life.
Life? I guess i'm not happy with it coz of the pain but yeah, it's only human and to end it would be sin. Let's leave life as it is. What i can do is make the most of it.
If you've read one of those quotes "life is short? Who says? It's freaking long!" and believe it,
Go whanatanpekulio yourself!
Why am i so emo all of a sudden? Let's continue.
I know i'm regarded as a weirdo, psycho, crazy and i have to say. I absolutely agree. I like being weird, it makes me happy. I like the odd things viewed from your eyes. People and their words, it brings you down a notch. So, put a new notch. Haha. If i'm weird, then you're all different.Hmm... Yea, basically, you call me weird, i'll become weirder. Call me psycho, i'll be sure to give you the look that says "i'm killing you tonight". You know the look, you now what i can do. So stay put and watch me go. (:
Here it is
DATE: Sunday, September 21, 2008 | TIME: 9/21/2008 11:27:00 PM
After a tree branch broke off. Haha
Under a bridge where there was a smoke machine (:
We enjoyed ourselves here and there
Smile!
Under a bridge where there was a smoke machine (:
We enjoyed ourselves here and there
Smile!
PDA front man with the ladies and the King for the moment
Well, some of the pics anyway (:
Last break
DATE: | TIME: 9/21/2008 11:12:00 PM
Yesterday went out with people.
People who eventually became friends. And it was such a fun day that i'm glad i did decide to come. Mainly, the outing was to Art's house to watch Project 'D' Art(PDA) perform but after that, had a lot of fun things that happened and yeah, i really enjoyed myself. I don't feel like blogging the whole day out so once i get pics from Khairi, i'll let them do the talking. (:
To summarise the outing, it's like what Faiz said, "Our last break before the exams".
Let's do it again.
People who eventually became friends. And it was such a fun day that i'm glad i did decide to come. Mainly, the outing was to Art's house to watch Project 'D' Art(PDA) perform but after that, had a lot of fun things that happened and yeah, i really enjoyed myself. I don't feel like blogging the whole day out so once i get pics from Khairi, i'll let them do the talking. (:
To summarise the outing, it's like what Faiz said, "Our last break before the exams".
Let's do it again.
Meet my friends
DATE: Tuesday, September 16, 2008 | TIME: 9/16/2008 04:51:00 PM
For the past few days, this was what i've been thinking of.
My secondary school life in Yuhua sec wouldn't have been great without some of my closest friends, enemies and what not. Like it or not, i don't hate people unless they have something against me. I'm pretty much a friendly person. Though i may not be the one to start a conversation, rest assured that i'm willing to listen no matter how lame, funny, interesting or boring it is. Here are some people that i remember who have made me realise what i am and that i can always improve myself. They themselves have shown me that people are capable of great things.
Syafiq -> Cured me of depression
Suhaidi -> Self-confidence is important
Wei Sheng -> Fitness benefits everyone
Fadhil -> Nobody likes an irritating person and anger can always be expressed
Muhaimin -> Think fast and act, not the other way around
Kishore -> Jokes don't have to be funny to be funny and that lameness has no boundaries
Brentha -> Everyone has limits, don't break them
Nawi -> You don't have to look good to appreciate yourself
Hajjar -> Everbody has problems, don't be afraid to share them
Wei Jie -> Size doesn't matter
Mash ->Feelings aren't toys
Garrison -> If you don't do it, you regret it
Khairi -> The first person to help me have friends, he's awesome
Anselm -> Education doesn't define you, character does
Hidayah -> Everyone makes mistakes, it's how you live with them that counts
That's mostly the people i want to thank for making me a better person. You guys are the best friends anyone could ever ask for, well, me anyway (: If i have left out anyone, do not feel so for you are appreciated as much as the people listed.
Thank You Everybody!
My secondary school life in Yuhua sec wouldn't have been great without some of my closest friends, enemies and what not. Like it or not, i don't hate people unless they have something against me. I'm pretty much a friendly person. Though i may not be the one to start a conversation, rest assured that i'm willing to listen no matter how lame, funny, interesting or boring it is. Here are some people that i remember who have made me realise what i am and that i can always improve myself. They themselves have shown me that people are capable of great things.
Syafiq -> Cured me of depression
Suhaidi -> Self-confidence is important
Wei Sheng -> Fitness benefits everyone
Fadhil -> Nobody likes an irritating person and anger can always be expressed
Muhaimin -> Think fast and act, not the other way around
Kishore -> Jokes don't have to be funny to be funny and that lameness has no boundaries
Brentha -> Everyone has limits, don't break them
Nawi -> You don't have to look good to appreciate yourself
Hajjar -> Everbody has problems, don't be afraid to share them
Wei Jie -> Size doesn't matter
Mash ->Feelings aren't toys
Garrison -> If you don't do it, you regret it
Khairi -> The first person to help me have friends, he's awesome
Anselm -> Education doesn't define you, character does
Hidayah -> Everyone makes mistakes, it's how you live with them that counts
That's mostly the people i want to thank for making me a better person. You guys are the best friends anyone could ever ask for, well, me anyway (: If i have left out anyone, do not feel so for you are appreciated as much as the people listed.
Thank You Everybody!
Major malfunction
DATE: Wednesday, September 10, 2008 | TIME: 9/10/2008 10:57:00 PM
Ooooooh, something weird happened to me today.
Around 3-5p.m. i was sleeping in front of the fan and i left the window open so there was some breeze coming in through it. I was tired from DNT and Chemistry paper today so after listening to some songs, i dozed off. Then there was this 'presence' that i felt around me. The wind from the fan was varying in the time it reached me, like someone was walking past the fan. The weird thing was nobody was home. I was alone. Opening my eyes, i looked towards the fan, no one there, so i continued sleeping. Then the thing happened again, the wind variation but this time it was happening repeatedly. I painfully tried to turn towards the neck but i couldn't. I could see however that there was no wind coming in from the window. My body was frozen, i couldn't move.
I was thinking about the things that could explain what was happening. Then i remembered something Nawi said. "That's what happens when fear takes over". So being brave i told myself "no such thing, no fear", and in a few minutes, i could move. Immediately, i sat up and looked at the fan. There wa nothing there but the wind thing was slowing down. I could still feel the "presence" near the fan but i thought to heck with it. I'm ok now.
Some things to consider.
My grandma was something special. She said she could see things and my mom has beared witness to her abilities.
A few days ago, my little bro had the same experience.
This thing i kinda freaking me out a bit but i can't let it bother me. Crap, my stomach aches and cramps are returning. I'm ending here.
Around 3-5p.m. i was sleeping in front of the fan and i left the window open so there was some breeze coming in through it. I was tired from DNT and Chemistry paper today so after listening to some songs, i dozed off. Then there was this 'presence' that i felt around me. The wind from the fan was varying in the time it reached me, like someone was walking past the fan. The weird thing was nobody was home. I was alone. Opening my eyes, i looked towards the fan, no one there, so i continued sleeping. Then the thing happened again, the wind variation but this time it was happening repeatedly. I painfully tried to turn towards the neck but i couldn't. I could see however that there was no wind coming in from the window. My body was frozen, i couldn't move.
I was thinking about the things that could explain what was happening. Then i remembered something Nawi said. "That's what happens when fear takes over". So being brave i told myself "no such thing, no fear", and in a few minutes, i could move. Immediately, i sat up and looked at the fan. There wa nothing there but the wind thing was slowing down. I could still feel the "presence" near the fan but i thought to heck with it. I'm ok now.
Some things to consider.
My grandma was something special. She said she could see things and my mom has beared witness to her abilities.
A few days ago, my little bro had the same experience.
This thing i kinda freaking me out a bit but i can't let it bother me. Crap, my stomach aches and cramps are returning. I'm ending here.
Update
DATE: Thursday, September 04, 2008 | TIME: 9/04/2008 06:17:00 AM
Feel like blogging now so i think i should (:
Time is 6:17 AM and i am so bored right now. I'd play games but then i'll think that i should be studying. I'd study but then i'll think there's still sooooo much time. So what now? Haha.
Anyway, these past few days have been rather depressing. Maybe it's coz it's raining like crazy at night? Yea, that's it. Coz of the rain, can't go out. Haiz...
I realised i didn't post about Teacher's Day. So i think i'll summarise it for you guys.
On August 29th,Friday, Yuhua Secondary celebrated Teacher's Day. In conjunction with Teacher's Day, the school conducted the ACES day run. While the lower secondary went for the run, the upper sec assembled in the hall for the performances. This year's performances were a departure from the usual dances eg. Chinese dance,malay dance,indian dance etc. Instead, the performances were planned by some of the students. Performances were dance, a quiz and a short skit on teachers appreciation. The performances were average but the quiz was funniest. Haha
After the performances, the upper sec went for the run while the lower sec assembled in the hall for the performances. Luckily, there was marshalling duty for the Sports captain from each class. Although i wasn't one, W3i was running so i took his place. Positioned near Fuhua secondary and had to direct people to run this way. I think i smiled a lot and it was nice to see people smile back. For those who didn't, smile more!
After the run was recess but went to 4E6 where they were holding a pot-luck so there was food there. Of course i didn't take it coz i didn't contribute anything. Still, there was a great show there! Read more on Sining's blog ->http://www.snchen-dot.blogspot.com It was memorable man! After the 'show', everybody ate and since i was there, they invited me to sink my teeth in KFC chicken. Yum! Thanked the 4E6's and returned to my class where we wished Miss Cheong a Happy Teacher's Day before she handed out our progress report. I'm not disappointed with my results cos it shows that i should buck up and improve myself. (:
That's all for Teacher's Day! (:
Time is 6:17 AM and i am so bored right now. I'd play games but then i'll think that i should be studying. I'd study but then i'll think there's still sooooo much time. So what now? Haha.
Anyway, these past few days have been rather depressing. Maybe it's coz it's raining like crazy at night? Yea, that's it. Coz of the rain, can't go out. Haiz...
I realised i didn't post about Teacher's Day. So i think i'll summarise it for you guys.
On August 29th,Friday, Yuhua Secondary celebrated Teacher's Day. In conjunction with Teacher's Day, the school conducted the ACES day run. While the lower secondary went for the run, the upper sec assembled in the hall for the performances. This year's performances were a departure from the usual dances eg. Chinese dance,malay dance,indian dance etc. Instead, the performances were planned by some of the students. Performances were dance, a quiz and a short skit on teachers appreciation. The performances were average but the quiz was funniest. Haha
After the performances, the upper sec went for the run while the lower sec assembled in the hall for the performances. Luckily, there was marshalling duty for the Sports captain from each class. Although i wasn't one, W3i was running so i took his place. Positioned near Fuhua secondary and had to direct people to run this way. I think i smiled a lot and it was nice to see people smile back. For those who didn't, smile more!
After the run was recess but went to 4E6 where they were holding a pot-luck so there was food there. Of course i didn't take it coz i didn't contribute anything. Still, there was a great show there! Read more on Sining's blog ->http://www.snchen-dot.blogspot.com It was memorable man! After the 'show', everybody ate and since i was there, they invited me to sink my teeth in KFC chicken. Yum! Thanked the 4E6's and returned to my class where we wished Miss Cheong a Happy Teacher's Day before she handed out our progress report. I'm not disappointed with my results cos it shows that i should buck up and improve myself. (:
That's all for Teacher's Day! (:
Let's all have a break
DATE: Monday, September 01, 2008 | TIME: 9/01/2008 05:43:00 AM
Yeay. Fasting month is here.
This means, no swearing, no cursing, no looking at girls and most importantly, no eating. Hehe. Ok, today is the first day of the month of Ramadhan which means fasting starts today. I just had my breakfast and right now it's 5:45AM. Online with Pika right now cos like me, she doesn't have anything to do. Well, for today, i have bio remedial at 12 so i'm not free later. Though, feel free to give me a call or text me. Dad bought me that Happy $128 top-up card and so i have like a $100 for my phone expenses. Ummm.... nothing much to say i guess. So i'll stop here. Bye and have a nice day
This means, no swearing, no cursing, no looking at girls and most importantly, no eating. Hehe. Ok, today is the first day of the month of Ramadhan which means fasting starts today. I just had my breakfast and right now it's 5:45AM. Online with Pika right now cos like me, she doesn't have anything to do. Well, for today, i have bio remedial at 12 so i'm not free later. Though, feel free to give me a call or text me. Dad bought me that Happy $128 top-up card and so i have like a $100 for my phone expenses. Ummm.... nothing much to say i guess. So i'll stop here. Bye and have a nice day