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DATE: Thursday, January 31, 2008 | TIME: 1/31/2008 07:09:00 PM
Can't help but have this feeling of being left out.
After seeing the guitar club, hockey and band mates, I know that i am left out. The thing i was missing was a CCA. It's far too late now to get a CCA cos it will be only a few months worth of practise and/or making any new friends. Yes. Loneliness has set in.
Other than that, my fringe has been fairly but unevenly cut and also walked JJ home with W3i.
After seeing the guitar club, hockey and band mates, I know that i am left out. The thing i was missing was a CCA. It's far too late now to get a CCA cos it will be only a few months worth of practise and/or making any new friends. Yes. Loneliness has set in.
Other than that, my fringe has been fairly but unevenly cut and also walked JJ home with W3i.
Words
DATE: Sunday, January 27, 2008 | TIME: 1/27/2008 09:33:00 PM
You do not say that!
I can't believe that is what has transpired! You don't tell me i'm not good enough or that i don't try to be! I know what i am and what i am capable of but you don't say that i am unable like i'm some kind of retard!. Words not meant to be said should be left unsaid. That crap you said and that ugghhh. Why do i even bother?! I shouldn't listen to you!
We'll see who is the dumb one!
I can't believe that is what has transpired! You don't tell me i'm not good enough or that i don't try to be! I know what i am and what i am capable of but you don't say that i am unable like i'm some kind of retard!. Words not meant to be said should be left unsaid. That crap you said and that ugghhh. Why do i even bother?! I shouldn't listen to you!
We'll see who is the dumb one!
Friends you'd keep
DATE: Saturday, January 26, 2008 | TIME: 1/26/2008 10:33:00 PM
Went out with the usual 4 today to celebrate Fadhil's Birthday.
Although his birthday was on Monday, we were thinking of going out to celebrate it but due to numerous hectic schedules and time constraints, we only went out today. First went to Takashimaya at Orchard to go window shopping. Went to Top Shop so Fadhil could buy a belt of some sort. Then went to this shop to make this keychain for W3i's special someone. Costed a freaking $25 but what the heck. It's his gift and he's paying for it. Went to eat at Burger King which Fadhil treated us to. $20+ in total for him to pay.
Took the MRT to Taman Jurong Bowling Centre there but to play pool. Played from 6+ to 9+. Costed $17+ in total but paid with contributions by me, w3i and Syafiq. Then went to Sheng Siong to buy supper which was some tid bits like chips and marshmallows.
Details: There were a lot of jokes that we laughed at some just facts.
. Fadhil said chicken ware instead of Kitchen ware.
. I said 'Hah?' in a funny way.
. I looked at a mannequin and told W3i that if he had a body like that, he would win Mr.Singapore.....For the body part.
. Syafiq laughed at the fact that a mineral water cost $0.30.
. I told W3i not to buy sweets. (In a motherly way)
There were some other funny stuff but can't remember them all.
Although his birthday was on Monday, we were thinking of going out to celebrate it but due to numerous hectic schedules and time constraints, we only went out today. First went to Takashimaya at Orchard to go window shopping. Went to Top Shop so Fadhil could buy a belt of some sort. Then went to this shop to make this keychain for W3i's special someone. Costed a freaking $25 but what the heck. It's his gift and he's paying for it. Went to eat at Burger King which Fadhil treated us to. $20+ in total for him to pay.
Took the MRT to Taman Jurong Bowling Centre there but to play pool. Played from 6+ to 9+. Costed $17+ in total but paid with contributions by me, w3i and Syafiq. Then went to Sheng Siong to buy supper which was some tid bits like chips and marshmallows.
Details: There were a lot of jokes that we laughed at some just facts.
. Fadhil said chicken ware instead of Kitchen ware.
. I said 'Hah?' in a funny way.
. I looked at a mannequin and told W3i that if he had a body like that, he would win Mr.Singapore.....For the body part.
. Syafiq laughed at the fact that a mineral water cost $0.30.
. I told W3i not to buy sweets. (In a motherly way)
There were some other funny stuff but can't remember them all.
Weekend to look to
DATE: Thursday, January 24, 2008 | TIME: 1/24/2008 04:56:00 PM
Been a hellacious week.
Remedial after remedial after remedial. I can't take it! Monday is English,Tuesday is Sciences,Wednesday is Humanities,Thursday is Math and Friday is Prayers. Each remedial lasting 2 hours +++. Its so stressful! I can't even feel a soccer ball, let alone see one. Hmmm. I guess it all means something. Yes i know the 'O' levels are this year and we have to study hard and bla bla bla... But isn't stressing the students like this going to end up in me breaking? Let's see. Look at the 'O' levels result this year for the 2007 sec 4s and 5s. The Sec 5Ns did better than the 4Es. That's so embarassing! And it makes sense to me. The previous batch were messing around and the results were not so promising, although most of them passed, it doesn't change the fact that they could've done better.
There were only 2 things in my mind after seeing the results. "Tuition" and "improving myself". It was all that i could think of. It was either that or flunk the 'O's and repeating another year. I know that this is sign for me to wake up and start being serious. I can't lose face. I suck and math and didn't bother to improve but then my younger bro asked me for help in doing his homework and i couldn't help. It's degrading to hear him say "you are express and you don't know how to do an academic average paper". I guess i really should buck up and start working if i am to pass the 'O's.
Its so stress!
I need to lie down.
Take a few vitamins and say my prayers.
Remedial after remedial after remedial. I can't take it! Monday is English,Tuesday is Sciences,Wednesday is Humanities,Thursday is Math and Friday is Prayers. Each remedial lasting 2 hours +++. Its so stressful! I can't even feel a soccer ball, let alone see one. Hmmm. I guess it all means something. Yes i know the 'O' levels are this year and we have to study hard and bla bla bla... But isn't stressing the students like this going to end up in me breaking? Let's see. Look at the 'O' levels result this year for the 2007 sec 4s and 5s. The Sec 5Ns did better than the 4Es. That's so embarassing! And it makes sense to me. The previous batch were messing around and the results were not so promising, although most of them passed, it doesn't change the fact that they could've done better.
There were only 2 things in my mind after seeing the results. "Tuition" and "improving myself". It was all that i could think of. It was either that or flunk the 'O's and repeating another year. I know that this is sign for me to wake up and start being serious. I can't lose face. I suck and math and didn't bother to improve but then my younger bro asked me for help in doing his homework and i couldn't help. It's degrading to hear him say "you are express and you don't know how to do an academic average paper". I guess i really should buck up and start working if i am to pass the 'O's.
Its so stress!
I need to lie down.
Take a few vitamins and say my prayers.
Np Rawks!
DATE: Thursday, January 17, 2008 | TIME: 1/17/2008 08:25:00 PM
Ngee Ann poly visit was such a fruitful one.
Well, firstly had to get a speech about courses available then walked around the campus according to which interest were to our favour. I took mechanics as an interest and got to look at the many oppurtunities at the campus. There was this place where they showcased the students inventions and one of them was an eye-control for the computer which means you control the computer using your eye solely. There was another one where it was an automatic ball placer for golf. Tried it out and it worked really well cos it allowed people to continue golfing without putting the ball on the thing where you start. Its harder than i thought. Ibrahim on the other hand easily got holes.
Next went to the teen resting corner thing where we got free donuts and drinks and a free goodie bag which includes the bag, a pencil box(without a pencil) and some other things inside the pencil box. The place was so relaxing i felt that i could just sleep on the floor there.
Went to the aviation place where they showcased jet planes and some other planes. Mostly being interesting to look at or just get info about it. Didn't get to go inside an A5 fighter plane but that was okay. Next went to the FMV or something which stands for something-visual-arts or something la. Watched a short skit about digital capture where they made about a starwars lightsaber duel. The lightsaber cost $200 each coz it was an exact replica from the film. Of course it was the school that bought it for them. Really cool coz it had the sound effects and stuff. Saw some other people of course who were cosplaying as Starwars characters such as the stormtroopers.
After the tour finished, we could go anywhere on our own. Went to the CCA fair thing where they showcased the different CCAs available for choice. Unfortunately, when we got there, the Golden Magnum's performance just ended. The Golden Magnum is a cheerleading squad by the way. Got some pretty 'things' there in their outfits. Ahaha. But then, another great performance came on which was the Percussion part from the Band. They were rocking awesome cos they banged out so loud that i went deaf for a while. Playing three cool pieces which were so really good. They're so much better than my school's percussion which is kinda stale(no offence). Played some other games as well.
After the openhouse, tried to get home. The bus stops were so crowded at the time so we walked one bus stop after the current bus stop which was a really pointless idea coz people would have already got on the bus at the previous stop. So we went one bus stop before the previous bus stop. That means we walked 2 bus stops away. Waited for the bus while admiring some condos owned by Americans. Finally got a bus but it stopped at JE interchange. Got the idea to go to pasra malam to buy Burger Ramly before taking a 98 home. Reached home at around 8 which was late for me.
Well, firstly had to get a speech about courses available then walked around the campus according to which interest were to our favour. I took mechanics as an interest and got to look at the many oppurtunities at the campus. There was this place where they showcased the students inventions and one of them was an eye-control for the computer which means you control the computer using your eye solely. There was another one where it was an automatic ball placer for golf. Tried it out and it worked really well cos it allowed people to continue golfing without putting the ball on the thing where you start. Its harder than i thought. Ibrahim on the other hand easily got holes.
Next went to the teen resting corner thing where we got free donuts and drinks and a free goodie bag which includes the bag, a pencil box(without a pencil) and some other things inside the pencil box. The place was so relaxing i felt that i could just sleep on the floor there.
Went to the aviation place where they showcased jet planes and some other planes. Mostly being interesting to look at or just get info about it. Didn't get to go inside an A5 fighter plane but that was okay. Next went to the FMV or something which stands for something-visual-arts or something la. Watched a short skit about digital capture where they made about a starwars lightsaber duel. The lightsaber cost $200 each coz it was an exact replica from the film. Of course it was the school that bought it for them. Really cool coz it had the sound effects and stuff. Saw some other people of course who were cosplaying as Starwars characters such as the stormtroopers.
After the tour finished, we could go anywhere on our own. Went to the CCA fair thing where they showcased the different CCAs available for choice. Unfortunately, when we got there, the Golden Magnum's performance just ended. The Golden Magnum is a cheerleading squad by the way. Got some pretty 'things' there in their outfits. Ahaha. But then, another great performance came on which was the Percussion part from the Band. They were rocking awesome cos they banged out so loud that i went deaf for a while. Playing three cool pieces which were so really good. They're so much better than my school's percussion which is kinda stale(no offence). Played some other games as well.
After the openhouse, tried to get home. The bus stops were so crowded at the time so we walked one bus stop after the current bus stop which was a really pointless idea coz people would have already got on the bus at the previous stop. So we went one bus stop before the previous bus stop. That means we walked 2 bus stops away. Waited for the bus while admiring some condos owned by Americans. Finally got a bus but it stopped at JE interchange. Got the idea to go to pasra malam to buy Burger Ramly before taking a 98 home. Reached home at around 8 which was late for me.
I'm so touched!
DATE: Tuesday, January 15, 2008 | TIME: 1/15/2008 06:18:00 PM
I AM SERIOUSLY IN TEARS RIGHT NOW!
It's too emotional right now and only muhaimin knows why.
It's just that...Oh... you wouldn't understand!
It's too emotional right now and only muhaimin knows why.
It's just that...Oh... you wouldn't understand!
Another performance
DATE: Monday, January 14, 2008 | TIME: 1/14/2008 08:13:00 PM
Thought that today was a usual day but then an announcement about a band performance aroused the school.
Thought it was another school band performance,which is great BTW!, but then it was a performance from the Kashiwa Municipal High School Band. Yea! Japanese came again! They performed about 7-9 songs i think including the interlude,intro and outro. The show was damn nice! I especially liked the dancers coz they were well coordinated and danced/performed very beautifully. One or two of them looked cute(and hot)
Anyway, other than that, it was a rather normal day consisting of English remedial. Nothing else to add. Feel free to tag the board or i'll consider it dead.
Thought it was another school band performance,which is great BTW!, but then it was a performance from the Kashiwa Municipal High School Band. Yea! Japanese came again! They performed about 7-9 songs i think including the interlude,intro and outro. The show was damn nice! I especially liked the dancers coz they were well coordinated and danced/performed very beautifully. One or two of them looked cute(and hot)
Anyway, other than that, it was a rather normal day consisting of English remedial. Nothing else to add. Feel free to tag the board or i'll consider it dead.
Poly
DATE: Thursday, January 10, 2008 | TIME: 1/10/2008 06:36:00 PM
Today went to the Singapore Polytechnic.
As for the visit, it was not so much towards good. It was raining so it was really hard to move around the Polytechnic without getting wet. They were giving away free ice-cream and drinks and a goodie bag. It contained some kind of brocher and this light thing for you to read in the dark. Other than that, i was impressed by some of the things there and there were a lot of pretty 'things'.
It seems that fate has given me another choice. Before, i had 4 choices. Now, i have 5 choices. I think only one guy knows who it is so if you know him then maybe you can ask him who i'm somehow 'fated' to be with. The situation is always seemingly so coincidental but i think there is something else behind it. Fate has a strange but not straight forward way of telling you something. Like just now in the bus to SP. Had to sit with 2 related things in my life. The seating was really weird and i felt kind nausea.
Fate. I ask of you. Please continue giving me signs of my future.
As for the visit, it was not so much towards good. It was raining so it was really hard to move around the Polytechnic without getting wet. They were giving away free ice-cream and drinks and a goodie bag. It contained some kind of brocher and this light thing for you to read in the dark. Other than that, i was impressed by some of the things there and there were a lot of pretty 'things'.
It seems that fate has given me another choice. Before, i had 4 choices. Now, i have 5 choices. I think only one guy knows who it is so if you know him then maybe you can ask him who i'm somehow 'fated' to be with. The situation is always seemingly so coincidental but i think there is something else behind it. Fate has a strange but not straight forward way of telling you something. Like just now in the bus to SP. Had to sit with 2 related things in my life. The seating was really weird and i felt kind nausea.
Fate. I ask of you. Please continue giving me signs of my future.
Burn!!!!!!!
DATE: Wednesday, January 09, 2008 | TIME: 1/09/2008 08:35:00 PM
And I'll rise to the occassion.
I'll grip your soul and hold it tight making sure you forever feel my rage as long as i see fit.
A series of unfortunate events have left me bent and broken. I'd rather not talk about the events because i feel like beating something whenever i did. Yes. Violence is wat i resort to. I'll keep punching till i feel no pain. Maybe i'm exaggerating but i'm serious. I really really....really hate what has transpired. I'm really hoping that Allah is watching and that with karma, i'll get a fitting reward.
Have a nice day everyone. may your souls be free of depression and regrets. Free of those that bring your spirit down and those that prevent you from succeeding. May you all be cleansed of all evil and sins and drown all that emptiness and void and fill it with friends and joy.
I'll grip your soul and hold it tight making sure you forever feel my rage as long as i see fit.
A series of unfortunate events have left me bent and broken. I'd rather not talk about the events because i feel like beating something whenever i did. Yes. Violence is wat i resort to. I'll keep punching till i feel no pain. Maybe i'm exaggerating but i'm serious. I really really....really hate what has transpired. I'm really hoping that Allah is watching and that with karma, i'll get a fitting reward.
Have a nice day everyone. may your souls be free of depression and regrets. Free of those that bring your spirit down and those that prevent you from succeeding. May you all be cleansed of all evil and sins and drown all that emptiness and void and fill it with friends and joy.
Out i go
DATE: Saturday, January 05, 2008 | TIME: 1/05/2008 09:14:00 PM
Went to Library today.
With W3i, Fadhil and Syafiq. Went out a bit later coz i hadn't bathed yet while the three of them were already waiting for me at Popular at the interchange. Quickly took my bath and headed out. Met an old friend on the bus which i would later meet again in the library. Saw a few things that interested me as well. Dunno what time i reached Popular. Went to eat luch at Long John Silver before going to the Library. Looked for some books for Syafiq and Fadhil for their English project. There was a funny situation that happened. I whispered to W3i loudly the words "eh, that girl pretty" and the girl heard it so she looked at W3i and smiled. Haha. I don't think she would have smiled if she looked at me. Kept laughing about that. Looked for a place to sit down but then met Faiz with his girl i think. Sat down and started doing things. I was carried my math and POA textbook, a storybook, my chemistry workbook and my malay file. I was planning to do all the homework but ended up being too lazy to do it so i read a book instead. We sat opposite a couple and the girl kept looking at us everytime they made out so that kinda freaked us out and we decided to leave.
Bought some cotton candy and went to IMM to eat at Banquet. After eating, went around walking for a while and waited for the rain so we could leave the place. Finally stopped raining at 7.45 and we walked to the bus stop while W3i walked home. Took 98A home.
Inside the bus, i was thinking about a what if situation. Since it was raining, the steps would be wet and make it slippery. So i thought if some girl fell, then i would catch her. So when i was going down, i was the one who fell down but not completely coz i managed to grab hold of the railing. Damn it! Then this idiotic old lady kept looking at me as i walked away from the bus and as the bus drove away.
With W3i, Fadhil and Syafiq. Went out a bit later coz i hadn't bathed yet while the three of them were already waiting for me at Popular at the interchange. Quickly took my bath and headed out. Met an old friend on the bus which i would later meet again in the library. Saw a few things that interested me as well. Dunno what time i reached Popular. Went to eat luch at Long John Silver before going to the Library. Looked for some books for Syafiq and Fadhil for their English project. There was a funny situation that happened. I whispered to W3i loudly the words "eh, that girl pretty" and the girl heard it so she looked at W3i and smiled. Haha. I don't think she would have smiled if she looked at me. Kept laughing about that. Looked for a place to sit down but then met Faiz with his girl i think. Sat down and started doing things. I was carried my math and POA textbook, a storybook, my chemistry workbook and my malay file. I was planning to do all the homework but ended up being too lazy to do it so i read a book instead. We sat opposite a couple and the girl kept looking at us everytime they made out so that kinda freaked us out and we decided to leave.
Bought some cotton candy and went to IMM to eat at Banquet. After eating, went around walking for a while and waited for the rain so we could leave the place. Finally stopped raining at 7.45 and we walked to the bus stop while W3i walked home. Took 98A home.
Inside the bus, i was thinking about a what if situation. Since it was raining, the steps would be wet and make it slippery. So i thought if some girl fell, then i would catch her. So when i was going down, i was the one who fell down but not completely coz i managed to grab hold of the railing. Damn it! Then this idiotic old lady kept looking at me as i walked away from the bus and as the bus drove away.