Times.

Happy Teacher's Day

DATE: Friday, August 31, 2007 | TIME: 8/31/2007 08:40:00 PM

Happy Teacher's Day to all teacher's young and old.
Today was Teacher's Day so was a half day for the school. First did some studying then went to the school hall to watch some rockin' performances by AOT,MHJKM something lah and Khairi with one girl whose name i forgot. Actually felt glad that i didn't perform coz Khairi did better without the bass. I thought the school might be more supportive and enthusiastic about the show but they didn't show much support but not to worry coz that's what the kaki-gereks for 3E8 are for. Congrats to AOT for winning the best group performance.

Next played some soccer in school before going back to Jurong Pri. to meet with old friends. Funny how i went to the school but not in it. Get it? Got my hand chopped to go in but never did so i had a stain there. Met up with the 6L girls and gosh they've changed. Went there with Kenrick and surprisingly, he was whom everyone was surprised to see. Haha. Sadly couldn't spend time with most of my friends but that's ok coz in their hearts they know that i'm with them all along. Haha. PLayed soccer after that.

Went home tired and bored so now i'm blogging. Oh damn! Forgot to take pictures. Well, hey, i have a video of Azfar playing soccer and that's funny. Ok that's it. Bye.

Me Love

Update

DATE: Wednesday, August 29, 2007 | TIME: 8/29/2007 09:53:00 PM

Guess i should update.
Had my ups and downs before this post so i had sometime thinking whether to post or not and finally i am posting. Today learned about dangers and internet safety. So i dunno what to say or what to post coz according to the rules, i'm at risk of being harassed. But what the heck. You know the time when you were really looking forward to something but then at the last minute, it just seemed to stopped beacuse what you were looking forward to isn't already there. It's been taken away and torn into tiny little bite-sized pieces. Yup that's what i felt today. What i was looking forward to was blinking on and off until it finally went dead. Haiz...

Tomorrow is the cross country and i don't have the mood to run but i'm just going to run anyway because exercise is supposed to inject happy feelings into you and that's what i'm going to do since i'm going to be out in town later on that day. Yup. Finally going out with my secondary friends. How long has it been?

Anyway, now having fun solving the rubik's cube which is kinda fun actually. Actually i finished this post up to "kinda fun actuall." but i was playing with the rubik for an hour looking at solutions and all and finally got frustrated at it. Now i don't find it fun.

Numbers

DATE: Saturday, August 25, 2007 | TIME: 8/25/2007 11:22:00 PM

That's how many of those key-chain things i have. Alex & Anan is going out to wei sheng and angella. Marcia going out to Khairi.

Oh yeah. And today, i saw Farah. Hehe.

Action

DATE: | TIME: 8/25/2007 10:58:00 PM

Such a nice day.

Went out with my family and some of my aunts. Realise how it makes me appreciate them all the more. Went to my dad's cousin's wedding today in Punggol. Yeah, it's far. At least the food there was nice. The chicken, the beef and the fish. All of them deserve a round of applause. Since before i know that i can't go long distances in a car or i'll get dizzy and all. Haha. Took a lot of pictures during the trip there. Mostly of clouds, about 40+ maybe. Yea. They do look nice. Just some of the few i took.

At the wedding, the kompang players.

My camera looks like an alien or something.

Next,went to some place in Geylang to eat and came across this stall.

Yup. It's the one that appeared in heartland getaways. It's the epok-epok love selling stall. The epok-epok which look like hearts. So cute. Never actually bought them though. Wonder why... After that, it was back to basics as me and my bros went back to Jurong Primary for the reunion alumnae or something. Actually wanted to go there with friends but i came later so by that time, they already left for Jurong Point. Met up with some familiar faces though and even some teachers.

I have a new best friend now and its Qyisti. Yup. Even if he's 2 years younger than me, friends shouldn't be bounded by age. He gave me a few things and made me and my bros happy. Can't tell you what it is actually coz it's classified.

Made more of those key-chain name things again coz they are so nice. Made some for some of my friends just coz i think they would want it. Tomorrow is the last day and i'm thinking of making some more. Hehe.

Hmm...I know that some of you guys are optimistic and all and say that you won't fail until you stop trying and all but let me ask you. What if you're on the receiving end as in you're the one who knows you're going to fail. Would i go to you and cheer you up? No. Why? Because i know that you will find the answer yourself. Hmm... running out of positive reinforcements and selective disinformation so i'm gonna stop here.

The biggest regret is not being able to accept it.

Thoughts

DATE: Friday, August 24, 2007 | TIME: 8/24/2007 05:06:00 PM

I'm starting to blog more and more.
End of the week and feeling so relaxed. Hmm... I want to make 2 more of that key chain thingy but unfortunately, i have no money. Hopefully things will turn around and some kind soul will lend me $10. But which stranger would do that? Haha. Anyway, it's the last day of the pasar malam at my street so either make it today or wait a few more months before it comes back again. Hmm...

Khairi has confirmed that on teacher's day, we will be performing. The song is 'When you're gone' by Avril Lavigne. Just jope that he won't change his mind or anything. If we are doing the show, then need to practise more coz the song sounds tough. Oh yeah. Khairi's cousin or who lah will be the singer. I'm touched to hear that one more person appreciates and likes my singing. Hmm...

I'm beginning to doubt my interests. What if i can't get them and what if i fail? Wait. I shouldn't be asking you guys coz eventually, i will get the answer myself from the oh so many voices in my head. Hmm... how i wish i could meet my other selves. If god permits it, then it would be real nice.

No pictures today so, sorry guys. The blog is kinda dry in some ways.

You just don't understand the way you make me feel.
I've never been so real.

Happy Day

DATE: Thursday, August 23, 2007 | TIME: 8/23/2007 06:51:00 PM

Today was such a happy day.
23rd of August today so Happy Birthday to Magdalene and Shahidah. Tomorrow is Nadia's birthday followed by Li hui's on the 25th. The reason why i'm so happy is coz i finally got a reply from you know who. That's the reason for my all so happy mood today.

Next topic.
I cut my hair if some of you have not yet noticed. Funny how it wasn't such a big deal. If some one else were to cut his/her hair, i'm sure that certain group will be talking about it for the whole day. Haiz.. Wait. I shouldn't feel sad today. Next is that i made this key chain with my initials and it cost $5 when there were only two initials. Hmm... Starting to think that i should have written a bit more on it. Anyway, Thanus asked me to do one for her too but it came out wrong. Supposed to be lucified geminian but the guy made it to lucifie dgeminian. That's right. That's not a typo. So sorry Thanus and you owe me $3.

You know how i said things about letting go? I think i'm starting to be able to do it. I'm actually able to let go of my habits even that one part about earthly relations. Yeah... When i see something, i just picture it in my mind and watch it fade away. That's a nice feeling by the way. Maybe this is what it means to be enlightened. Relaxed.

Ok. Last thing before i go. Do you guys want the font to be in orange like in the previous post or just normal? Tag in my box if you guys have the answer.

Means so much for you to actually say something.

Laughter

DATE: Monday, August 20, 2007 | TIME: 8/20/2007 07:12:00 PM

First of all, i'm not emo.
I don't know where you guys get the idea but i'm not emo okay. Not so tottally emo lah but everyone's gotta be a bit emo at some times right? The point is that i'm not emo ah. I won't be cutting my wrist or wearing eyeliner and taking those kind of pics where i'm like going to cry or showing that i'm so sad like crap. So no emo stuff.

English presentation tomorrow and not even half of the whole project is done. Only thing is the powerpoint which i have yet to see and the brochure which is not yet in print. Just know that tomorrow's presentation will be bad but i'm not gonna look at the negative. Let's develop from the positive.

Miss Lim says: Trigonometry

One down

DATE: Saturday, August 18, 2007 | TIME: 8/18/2007 10:12:00 PM

Finally got my bass guitar.
I'd like to thank my mom for getting it for me. It's awesome but i gotta season it first. Probably going to library tomorrow to get the audition thingy for teacher's day sorted out. Dunno what song he's going to be playing. Maybe the fray or three doors down. Either way, it should turn out good. Hmm. I expected to say a lot about today but right now, i got nothing. Any ideas? No. That's all for today.

Ending

DATE: Friday, August 17, 2007 | TIME: 8/17/2007 09:52:00 PM

End of the week....again.

Feel kinda tired coz today was boring. Although played soccer but it was too wet and besides, it started raining so my mood was washed away. Haiz... Went to slack around in the library to play some upwords. Watched the NCC part A and B doing hakka. Went to gym after that. Trained for a while but similarly, i didn't have much mood to do much. Took a few pics in front of the big mirror they had there.

I look kinda nerdy with Wei's specs

Khairi and Wei Sheng in the background.

I know this looks kinda dirty to some of you guys.

Haiz...

Starting to think that this blog isn't worth my trouble. Maybe i should just delete it coz i don't see people commenting(not tagging) my blog and what they think. Please. I would like to hear what you have to say. Like i said, i may just be your next problem solver.

Today, tomorrow and yesterday

Thoughts

DATE: Thursday, August 16, 2007 | TIME: 8/16/2007 09:57:00 PM

Hmmm...
I guess i should start posting since my com is ok again. First thing/thought to say is about teacher's day. Gonna be auditioning with Khairi so as to perform for teacher's day. Need a bass guitar for the act and that's what i'm getting this saturday. YAY! So happy.

Next thing is my current condition. My mind seems to be seperated into many different mind sets. I can exactly count coz it's weird. At times, feeling like letting go of everything but other minds will say no. You(I) can't do that. Funny how i feel so mind boggled about this but it's a good practice for me. Who knows. I might be your next consultant/therapist. Seriously. I don't have problems. I only listen to them.

Wonder why i don't have problems or stress subjected at any topic.
Meditation is the key.

Return again

DATE: Wednesday, August 15, 2007 | TIME: 8/15/2007 06:23:00 PM

Hey guys.
Sorry for not posting for so long coz my com was down and i couldn't do much.
Right now not gonna say much coz the com is kinda spoilt. Stupid machine.

Return again

DATE: | TIME: 8/15/2007 06:06:00 PM

Hey guys.

Sorry for not blogging for a while. My com was down and i couldn't do much so you should understand.Anyway, lots to talk about for past few days but i couldn't blog about it so i eventually forgot and now i don't have much to write.Don't have such a mood to blogging now coz my com might shut down anytime and i might lose everything.

I'll blog about something when i get an idea but for now, you guys have to wait. Sorry.

Do i look happy to you?

Questions

DATE: Friday, August 10, 2007 | TIME: 8/10/2007 11:15:00 PM

The time now is 11:15.
I'm starting to question my friendship. As in my friends and my trust towards them. This is why i said in the earlier post to let them go. Haiz. Feel sorta depressed and sad because of something that happened today. Something that made me blog about it in this post. About my friendship. Starting to realise that i may not be the same as you guys but we're not so different. We're still people aren't we?

Tired of always being depressed. And tired of always asking questions when i'm gonna end up answering them myself and that's when i'll think that it's true. My answer is correct but is it? What a complex but delicate mind i have. Haiz(I really sighed here) Questions. You can always be asking them but you may not get the answers.

Can't help the fact that i really am lazy. Well, sometimes. But i think it's my own way of showing who i am. I may have been rude towards some of you guys like making jokes at you but really, i'll look back at myself at the end of the day and think. Did you guys really deserve to be treated like that? Hmm... Think i need to change my personality. Should i? Don't feel depressed now so i'm fine right now.

Answers needed.

National Day

DATE: Thursday, August 09, 2007 | TIME: 8/09/2007 10:37:00 PM

Today's Singapore's 42nd birthday. Is that right?
Sigh. Supposed to be a festive season of some sort where people are celebrating and all but i don't feel the vibe. Maybe it's coz my birthday isn't celebrated like that. No fireworks,no sing-a-longs,not even a greeting. But i feel kinda good that people don't know my birthday. No bashes and umm.... That's all i can think of. Hmm...

Starting to think that i should break away from all my connections. Let go of my fear, guilt, shame, grief, lies, illusion and lastly, earthly attachments like love. It's something i learned from watching cartoons. Supposed to be the seven chakras. Once i've cleared my mind of all this, i could really be something. Maybe an asassin or i could be focused on one thing like achieving a goal of some sort. Once i do, i'll treat you all the same. No likes or love. No happiness or sadness. Just plain. Hmm....

This is putting me in thought.
Let me meditate.

Ohmmmmm...Ohmmmmm...Ohmmmmmm

Celebrate the day

DATE: Wednesday, August 08, 2007 | TIME: 8/08/2007 04:41:00 PM

Last day of school and it's not Friday.
Today is the eve of National Day so the school had some performances and celebration. There wasn't much to see coz i saw the rehersals.

Went to JE after thatto watch The Simpsons Movie. In 2D!. Hahaa. Was pretty funny and really meaningful not like most of it's predecessors. Ate at Long John. While carrying the coke, mine spilt and so i had no beverage. But then, the manager was nice enough to give me a refill. Thank You!. I feel touched that he gave me that refill.

Here's an equation i wrote about humans.

(Brain + Intelligence) - Common Sense = Stupid

It means that you can have intelligence but without common sense, you are just stupid. Ending post here coz that's it.

Thanks for that.

Rehersals

DATE: Tuesday, August 07, 2007 | TIME: 8/07/2007 05:39:00 PM

Today was a long day.
First, Mrs Ng gave us lecture about not doing other subject work during her lessons. Whoever it was, you should know better. Then for Bio, Ms Cheong said something about leaving the door open but couldn't understand what she was getting to. Understood only when the alarm went off and had to march to parade ground. If it were real, the class would be dead coz the hazard zone was just beside us.

Then it was english but teacher didn't come so had the chinese teacher as a relief. I saw something but i won't say. Ask me personally if you want to know. For malay, got another warning from teacher about the malay project coz we were not on schedule and all. Recess.....

During recess, went back to class early coz Syafiq and all didn't come down coz they had a test. 3E6 has zombies. Went back to class and was shocked to see a bunch of people there studying for Geography test. So scary man. I mean, they all looked at the book but when i came in, they all stared at me right till i reached my seat and they continued reading. What was that! Geography test after that and nothing much after that.

After school played soccer bla bla bla..And what a goal!.. and watched the performance rehersals again. Saw some new participants who were better than the other one. They looked so pro man. The prefects also had a dance group but theirs wasn't as good. Then the Mcs' sang some national day songs. Garrison looks kinda funny on stage.

So that's your name.

Parade

DATE: | TIME: 8/07/2007 05:33:00 PM

How long has it been since i updated?
Gonna start from yesterday. At class, there was a lizard caught in one of the double sided tape in the class. It was only bones coz there were these ants that kinda ate it. Andrew plucked it out and i got rid of it. Poor Wei Sheng had ants all over his desk. Then played soccer and bla bla bla... After school watched the NDP rehersals for the march and the performances. The march was ok and coz not all were coordinated perfectly. The marching would be rated as follows.
1)NPCC
2)NCDCC
3)Girl Guides
4)NCC
Not sure if i left out any but can you believe that Ncc was the worst. I expected better from them. Then watched the contestants of the dance floor but there was only one so it wasn't much. That contestant i must say should get better if she wants to impress the crowd. Oh ya. After school i found $10 on a bench. Shared it with some people and gave them something to eat or drink. Can't just have it for myself can i?

Lets play catching

Travel

DATE: Sunday, August 05, 2007 | TIME: 8/05/2007 09:37:00 PM

Outing with families are so fun.
Yesterday went to Raffles Hospital with my dad and bros to visit my aunt there. She was diagnosed with diabetes i think. The hospital was so cool. It looked more like a hotel than hospital. The place had ambience and there was a menu for what you wanted to eat. The food wasn't like porridge and stuff but spaghetti, steak, whatever and anything like a restaurant. So great. If i got diagnosed with something i'd stay there. There was also a television for each patient.

After that went around there and walked from the hospital to Bugis street. There, went to some shopping centres and there was one where there wasn't anyone in it althought the shops were there. The place was almost deserted. But if you saw the place, it was ridiculous. Every shop had watches sold and clocks. But the people there didn't look so friendly. Ate at a banquet there and i ate too much that i had to vomit. Well, not entirely vomit but just enough so my stomach wasn't full.

Then went to Peninsula to look at some bass guitars which i am planning on buying. The black guitar which i wanted wasn't there so i think need to reconsider my choices. Hmmm....

At night, walked with mom to look at handphones. Serious;y, it's ridiculous how the phones that i want are never available. Haiz...

Finally

Ended

DATE: Friday, August 03, 2007 | TIME: 8/03/2007 09:26:00 PM

Finally finished notice board.
It took the whole week but finally, we finished the notice board. Didn't take pictures coz i wasn't there when the thing was actually finished. According to Wj, the judges thought our notice board was really nice and commented on how much effort was put in for the decoration. Probably gonna win the competition probably coz of how it's going.

I seriously need something to do at home.
I need a bass guitar or otherwise, give me a new soccer boot. That will do but who's going to buy that for my birthday? Oh wait. Nobody because obviously, none of you know when my birthday is. Nope. I won't tell you. Getting bored at home. Nothing to do with the computer. Nothing to watch on television. Nothing!

Someone get me something!

Notice

DATE: Thursday, August 02, 2007 | TIME: 8/02/2007 07:59:00 PM

Today did notice board again.
The class is starting to look nice. Finally put up the curtain outside the window of the class coz it kept falling down before. Also cleaned the class. Seriously. I and Wei Sheng cleaned the windows like we were cleaners or something. Even mopped the class. Used the mop to clean the windows coz it was faster but not better. The mop actually belongs to the cleaner. Hahaha. Meh. He won't notice. Also borrowed some bleach so after mopping the class, there should be a scent like when in the toilet. The nice smell i mean.

Mopping got boring so used the water and poured it in the class. So fun! Like it was our house. Wei Sheng gets credit coz he's the household father. That guy really knows how to do chores. I mean, he's so pro leh so girls, if you're looking for a husband that does chores, he's here but good luck winnning him from Angella.

Finally, tomorrow the people from OBS are coming back. Happy for Irfan's return but gonna be sad about Andrew. He's so damn irritating loh. Keep scolding bad word and shouting. Such a spoilt brat. Anyways, tomorrow gonna be eating ayam penyet with Irfan and the rest of the gang. So glad that the week is finally coming to an end. Oh no. Tomorrow there's a bio test. Dunno if i should study or not but probably won't coz i never do. Haha. But yet i still manage to pass. This is weird.

100!

DATE: Wednesday, August 01, 2007 | TIME: 8/01/2007 08:03:00 PM

Yea. I have a 100 visits on this blog. Keep reading guys.

Do it.

Thoughts out loud